It's been a couple days since I've been on again. Had an interesting couple days. I'm on days off again, so that's a bonus, I went into Edmonton the other night to see Metric, and Stars. It was a pretty great show cheered me up after having to make that trip into the city to return the engagement ring I got her. That was embarrassing and unbelievably hard. I felt like I was letting go of my dreams. But it inspired a couple songs. I was kind of shocked at how easily they formed, so I guess I should be thankful for that? Haha so thanks for breaking my heart, now I have something I know how to write about. I had a bit of writers block when I was happy, nothing compared to the joy I felt so I couldn't find the words to describe what I wanted. But now that I'm so down its easy to put together the stories. Sounds cliche.
I've been giving it a lot of thought, and I think I better give up drinking for a while, I've been coming too close to relapsing, and it's always harder to say no when I'm drunk. Debating if I should go sit in on a meeting and try that out. It's been about 11 months now, I was doing pretty good.
I've been giving it a lot of thought, and I think I better give up drinking for a while, I've been coming too close to relapsing, and it's always harder to say no when I'm drunk. Debating if I should go sit in on a meeting and try that out. It's been about 11 months now, I was doing pretty good.