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Saturday Nov 03, 2012

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Another sleepless night.
With all the things running through my mind i can hardly bring myself to close my eyes. The stress of the move is getting to me. I don't want to go back there. I feel more at home sleeping on this couch than I do in our house. I've given you your space but I need to get my stuff out. I miss you and it breaks my heart that we can't be together. I know this is what needs to happen though. I can't let you walk all over me, I've given you everything and I honestly feel like you're taking more than half of me. I'm taking these items and putting them in storage, but I'm leaving half my heart, my soul, my being. How could you do this after 6 years?
Just another sleepless night.
I'm plagues with these memories, everyone is asleep how am I supposed to occupy my mind and get myself in high spirits? Everything I try just gets flooded out by your memories. I'd love to write some hate filled song about you to help me get through this, but honestly I don't hate you. I don't want to linger on this though. I hate these conflicting feelings. And I hate how you have me such a wreck. I tried to draw, but couldn't get your face out of my mind, those beautiful eyes and that amazing smile
Just another lonely sleepless night for a hopeless romantic.

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