None of you know me well enough yet to really understand the depth of wrongness of this, but I've just been sacked from my job. Unbelievable. My husband is at his folks for christmas holidays and I can't reach him--all my "real life" friends are off as well, so like an emotional dweeb I'm telling you all about it. They waited until Christmas to do it and it came with no warning whatsoever. Unbelievable. Fucking hell.
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They really suck. I'd worked there for 2 years--50 hour+ weeks on salary with no overtime. I'm changing the subject with a new journal entry though, cause this shit depresses the fuck outta me right now.
I finally got through to my husbands cell phone and he's so stunned and angry that I am feeling the anger too now instead of just stunned shock and numbness.
I'm likening the experience to a bad break up now with an abusive boyfriend. Initially I was stunned and hurt, then tried to please them and reconcile things, saying things like "whatever I'm doing that you hate, I can change it...." and things like that.... Now I'm feeling liberated--but depressed and anxiety ridden about the future.
I'm emminently employable, but god I hate being out of work.
I can draw unemployment though, so that's good. I can pay my bills through February 1st, but after that it's giving plasma and yard sale time unless I find a job in early February.
God god almighty do they suck.