november13

Wow, I really do have the WORST taste in men! I met someone I thought was amazing and fell so hard for him! I never fall for guys, I hate to let myself be vulnerable, but I did with this one. I feel like someone shot me in the heart with a shotgun at point blank range. He totally blew me off. I am horrible with rejection. LOL So yeah I decided to mainline tequila like an idiot. Made a complete fool of myself. (all in front of him of course) Now he wont talk to me. LOL Yeah I guess I'm just an idiot when it comes to men. Time to put my big girl panties on and move on. This to shall pass.