It was about a little more then a year ago I was looking for alternative modelling just because someone told me I would do great in it. I already had crazy coloured hair, piercings and some tatts. When I was searching I found some pictures of @riae and @katsandcrows and I was obsessed with how they looked on the pictures I saw. So elegant and sexy but also teasing and cute. And when I clicked on the site and I saw the promo film, I was sold. I needed to be a suicide girl, no matter what! I felt so different comparing myself to most people I see and know around here, and I really wanted to meet all of the beautiful ladies I saw on the site! I finally felt there was a community I was happy and proud of, if I Could be any part of it.
I started my instagram account about that time and asked a photographer I know if he wanted to make a set with me (he said yes, but it never happened). While I was searching and came across a lot of girls and photographers who worked or were a part of Suicide Girls, my passion just grew more and more. I got also in conversation with @jupiter and she told me that I should really try it! After some months passing I met @kaskuyken and we talked about doing a shoot. My first shoot with him was a sort of test shoot to become comfortable on camera and being naked and stuff. And then my little one got sick. So I didnt do anything for a period of time because of it. But than almost a month ago we gave it a try again and we made two magical sets for SG. Which make me so happy and excited to finally feel a part of a loving community with fun, interesting and beautiful ladies and members!
I really want to Thank everyone I mentioned earlier in my blog and my husband who had always believed in me and helped me purchasing my dreams. Its because of you guys that I pulled through and that I have become the person I am today. With lots more confidence and joy and passion in everything I do.
My sets will be in MR in 4 months which I am so proud of!
Thank you @missy @rambo for this beautiful site and making people like me feeling happy and beautiful and super excited again!😍✨💕
