At work right now....
Drankin.
Not on the clock though.
I feel like a big d-bag.
The ammonia didn't really work so about every 4 hours I am rubbing a baking soda paste on my bites.
Downloaded "Far from Over" today, can't wait to listen to it all the way through.
I thought a problem of mine had been resolved.
I thought the complications had been eliminated.
But really it's just all snowballed into something ridiculously stupid.
I think I'm doing the right thing.
But that's what I thought last time.
And I was way wrong.
So, I guess it's time to give up and keep doing what I am doing?
That's what I am going to do anyway.
I wish I knew what happened.
What really happened.
But truth is relative.
By definition it doesn't exist.
There are no answers.
I don't think a chemical compound in a little blue pill really determines what's logical and what isn't.
I really don't think it determines who I am from who I should be.
I know how I feel.
I know what I want.
I know what I need.
And I feel that I am on the path to accomplishing what I want to accomplish.
That's all that should matter.
emo rant done.
Going to the house I suppose.
Drankin.
Not on the clock though.
I feel like a big d-bag.
The ammonia didn't really work so about every 4 hours I am rubbing a baking soda paste on my bites.
Downloaded "Far from Over" today, can't wait to listen to it all the way through.
I thought a problem of mine had been resolved.
I thought the complications had been eliminated.
But really it's just all snowballed into something ridiculously stupid.
I think I'm doing the right thing.
But that's what I thought last time.
And I was way wrong.
So, I guess it's time to give up and keep doing what I am doing?
That's what I am going to do anyway.
I wish I knew what happened.
What really happened.
But truth is relative.
By definition it doesn't exist.
There are no answers.
I don't think a chemical compound in a little blue pill really determines what's logical and what isn't.
I really don't think it determines who I am from who I should be.
I know how I feel.
I know what I want.
I know what I need.
And I feel that I am on the path to accomplishing what I want to accomplish.
That's all that should matter.
emo rant done.
Going to the house I suppose.
bepps:
Try rubbing acetone on your bug bites. It'll sting like a motherfucker for a second but it'll actually help make it feel a lot better after the sting goes away. Cause it dissolves oils n shit. Acetone is my friend. 
elizadoolittle:
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