notoriousdug

Ah, finally a night at home.

Where I plan to stay.

No matter who calls.

Period.

Of course the only upside to when I do these things is that I am always super creative after... I will never understand it but when I pull this shit I come out the other side full of ideas and the urge to write, create, read and listen to music beyond reason... my head is so full of projects right now I do not even know where to start. It has never made sense to me; one would think the mass killing of brain cells and abuse to my body would elevate my level of functionality; and people wonder why I don;t just stop completely.

Of course today at work was not all that fun, morning came early toady, oh yes it did.

and it only got better...

Mines fingers= teh ochies.



I am not sure but I think the tippy bone bit may be broken; it feels like there are sharp things in there poking me when I touch it.

Joy.

Doctor trip will be a waste, the rest of the finger is fine and I have been down this road before when you break the tip they can't really do shit for you, you just have to man up and take it... not my strong suit, I wanna whine like a lil' bitch.

Of course my pity train got derailed a bit when I got back to the shop this afternoon and my boss had on an eye patch, not the pirate kind the medical kind. Apparently he lost a fight with an extension cord this AM resulting in a scratched eye ball. Been there before myself and I know it hurts way fucking worse then my finger, no pity for me.

Of course they gave him vicodins, maybe he isn't worse off...

Added work bonus for the day I about 10 minutes ago I got a call to go to Michigan for work tomorrow; two day trip no less, so much for my plans. Why is it this shit only happens when have plans I am actually looking forward to? More importantly why in the fuck is it that no one outside of myself can wipe their own ass and expects me to do it for them causing much stress, turmoil and unhappiness in my own universe? The ego trip of being the guy who everyone calls to solve the problems has passed, now I just wonder why the fuck people can;t just do it themselves, it isn;t that fucking hard to use your head, take responsibility for your actions and do the work.

Now, to get down to some serious couch surfing and making mix CDs.

Now if only I could find 'psycho-dad' on the TV I could completely imitate my