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So it's been a very long time since I've done this. Since then I found out that I got a 3.81 for last semester. I also helped out at "freedom fest" which was an all day event that ended in a concert featuring Charlie Daniels and a couple other country folks. It was fun enough I guess, but it amounted to about 13 hrs of...
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vacio:
aw thank you hun, the job is going very well thanks, im slowly adjusting to the 5am wake up calls !
hows things with you !?
kiss
vacio:
thanks babe, your words mean alot to me smile
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So lets see it's been a while since I've been on here. School has been insane with all the end of year papers and stuff. So now it's finals week and I had two yesterday one tomorrow and one thursday. So I'm in the national guard of Kentucky. I work with some very country folks I mean come on I got nicknamed huckleberry. Which is...
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vacio:
thank you for youre sweet comment..i wish i could look at myself and think the same as you do..my brain sucks..time to trade it in for a new model!
vacio:
the gym can get fucked !!! i emailed them 2 days ago and STILL havent heard back from them, so obviously they want to be assholes, i can play along.
hope youve had a good weekend !
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So lets see it's been a couple weeks since I've let you in. I have been fighting anxiety problems since leaving the army. Part of it being my mild case of PTSD, I say mild because it is no longer a full time battle to function. There are still things that will set off those feelings and I do avoid those triggers when I need...
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vacio:
bloody school work aye ! hope you didnt study to hard !
vacio:
wow, you sound reeeaaly busy. and dont worry im not busy at all..i spend my days laying about the house, i havent been too well ! but im starting some courses in afew month so ill have something to do, ive been so bored and unmotivated lately!
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So managed to get up in time for class today, drinking that much seemed a whole lot better idea when I was doin it than it did this morning. I think I did fine on my exam and the damn paper that I stayed up late doing was just a stupid rough draft that all she did was look to see if we did mad All...
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vacio:
drinking always seems like such a good idea at the time, until its the next day.
i frigin hate hangovers, but from years of drinking, i know alot of tricks on how to almost stop them from happening smile
thats awesom your doing so well with your exams , good work !!!
keep up the awesome work you smarty pants tongue

xxx
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Last night was another good time, and yes I woke up with another hang over. Today I was very productive regardless. Went to the grocery store and got the food stuff I need for the week to come. So bread, lunch meat, coke zero (gotta watch my figure), atlantic salmon (let me tell you I can cook a mean salmon), some salad and salad accesories,...
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vacio:
i love that quote by andy gibbs !
ah rum, yuck lol, ive had too many bad nights on rum and have given it up along with bourban and whiskey!
im feeling a little better now, i had some dinner and some chocolate, its so funny how a few calories makes the mind feel much healthier, i think thats half the reason i felt so shit, because i was so starving!
im about to go for a walk, get some fresh air, listen to my ipod and have a little sing to myself !
take care babe
xxx
pirateaffterall:
Yay for waking up with a hangover! Me too!

My spring break was in February, but I had an exam the Monday that I came back... and now, Easter weekend, I have another exam the Monday I go back. Same professor. They do it to spite us.
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Last night was amazing. Got to see a bunch of old friends last night that I don't see all that often and got totally shitfaced. If that wasn't enough we're doing it all over again tonight. Gotta go back to class again on monday and still gotta write that stupid paper. Troubles to be saved for tommorow. Well I know this one's kinda short, but...
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vacio:
people are so gay at times !!!!
ah i got completely shit faced last night too and it was fucking fantastic, until my bf started all the fucking drama as he always tends too!
hope youre having a good easter weekend and eating lots of chocolate!
im so tired, spose to be drinking again tonight too, but i dont think im really up to it !
xxx
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So another hangover, but I do deserve it for how much I drank last night. I'm in better spirits today though since I don't have to work and tonight I'm going out to party. It's been a while since I've gone out. Been doing alot of drinking at the house lately. My calf finally felt up to snuff for full blown workout and that always...
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Well lets see today I woke up with a little hangover since last night I decide it was a drinkin night. Not a big deal didn't have to be at work until 4 and the weather was shit, rainy and cold. So no love lost on that bit. I got told that I had no soul today. A little back story on that though I...
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vacio:
thank you darling, youre too sweet !!! biggrin kiss
im in the same boat as you, a hangover and shitty ass weather, really puts the mood down a bit.
what a rude bitch! like she would know you from a couple minute phone call, i would probably have a laugh about it too, but just for the record you have plenty of soul! smile
hope your mood and everything picks up in the next few days, a good workout will be good for you, release a few of those beautiful endorphins!
take it easy okay!
much love
vacio
xxx
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So far this week I've been fairly productive. My stuff finally got here from hawaii, long iritating story as to why it took 4 months. Today I got a job as a telephone operator, not a telemarketer but only because I'm not selling anything. I'ts an easy job though and the hours are good. Thanks to the GI Bill and my part time superhero pay...
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vacio:
love the quote ! good idea !!!!

ph im all excited about going out ! im really tired though, so i might go put my head down for an hour or so!
congrats on getting a job, i need to do that, i actually have nothing to do, except sit around and be bored, its getting a little old.
hopefully if my health is up to scratch i may go back to university next semester!

have a good day and keep your head up

xxx
kiss
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For those of you about to read this, sorry, it's random, disorganized, and may not make alot of sense biggrin

Today was a beautiful day, the weather was amazing. It was one of those sit in the grass in between class days. It seems that with better weather I've found my self not having as much anxiety as I have been. It's a good feeling. I'm...
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vacio:
its so good not having to deal with anxiety, i totally feel you there, i had and still probably dohave major anxiety problems!
im officially a week clean and theres no turning back now as far as im concerned !
gas prices are going crazy over here in new zealand too!
its shit !
take care
xxx
kiss