nothing666

I wish I had it in me to sell everything I own and live at a Buddhist monastery for a while. I really don't feel as if I fit in a world of capitalist consumerism, overran by racism or even what they call reverse racism, prejudice, hatred.... I am tired of it all. People in general are good at their core. Why can't they be different and show the core off? It would be nice to have a day of people just being kind and compassionate. To say hello to anyone, no matter what they look like, or dress like, or where they live or how much they make, without receiving a look of anger for being nice. Why do we group and categorize each other? Why do we fall into the lie of what we are supposed to be because of where we live and who we are and who other people are supposed to be? It is truly sad...it makes me feel bad. The world almost seems as if it cannot remember the wonderment of childhood when compassion was so easy. When purity and love were just natural before our environment and the people in it warp us to think otherwise. In that respect I never want to group up. I want to grow young and believe in the wonder of spirit and natural beauty and compassion. The world needs more of that and less anger.