nothanx

I wish i could have transported all my lab equipment here to my current one. Maybe its the fact they are not taking care of the equipment right but...something has to be done. Anywho enough of that.

It only took about 2 weeks for me to get disgusted w/ WoW again so hopefully i will go home in the morning and delete that shit again.

There are so many things I need to do.

1. Pay that damn ticket.

2. Start studying.

3. Clean.

4. Laundry.

5. Mail some shit.

6. Talk to my sister.

7. Keep my head up.

8. Keep my heart up.

9. Change my number?

10. New bank account.

11. Buy a damn microwave.

There is prolly more but...meh.

So my ex ex from a year ago decides to text me AGAIN. After i told her lastl time to cut that shit out. Maybe she will listen THIS time. I wouldnt have cared so much but my night is lame due to shitty wires. I said enough of that.

Im glad she is sleeping right now, REALLY glad. It worries me when she does not.

I miss her terribly. I know what she knows.

I have been dreaming about my family like...every night. I miss them too. It feels like its all slipping away especially my relationship w/ my grandparents. Maybe there is a reason for that. Naw, no matter how distant they become when "that" day comes there will be nothing to soften the blow. Only hands to comfort, i hope.

Take care out there internet. Dont lie to others and yourselves even if its ugly sometimes.