Well last night was the hardest night of my new pledge. On New Years my New Years resolution was no sex or masterbation for 90 days (April 2nd) and of course the girl across the hall who I have a huge crush on comes over for a movie and cuddels all night.....UGGGGGG. My hope when I took this pledge was that I would meet somone awsome and that we would connect on a non-physical level (with some fun but no sex) so that my first WANT was not to rock her world all night. That way on April 2nd I'd have an amazing night with someone special. Well the girl across the hall is someone special and we have connected....but only as friends.....she is not into me that way but cheers me on with my countdown to April 2nd. Ugggggg.. So anyway, having a girl who would FIT as a SG for sure sleeping in my bed hip to hip was a hard temptaion to ignore and not to think about in this AM's shower. So ANY of you out there want to get to know me...? 
spyder_doll:
i dont know what you mean LOOKING for? i am looking for lost stuff in my couch cushions i am looking for a million dollars please clarify so i can give you the most honest answer i can 