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Wednesday Feb 24, 2010

Feb 24, 2010
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Crap!

My last entry was more than two months ago.

Sorry to anyone looking at it recently and having to put up with a very out-of-date "Merry Christmas" message from me.

I'm not going to talk about myself too much this time. Suffice to say I still feel blah. If I had the money, I could try a couple new anti-depressants that have hit the market, but I can't afford them, and they're not yet covered by my disability drug plan. There's also a quasi-electro-shock I could try. Fewer side effects than ECT, and you don't have to jump through the hoops of getting other psychiatrists to approve. But, it's not covered by medicare. Instead of electricity, they blast your brain with a magnet. Good results apparently, and without the potential memory loss of ECT. But, no money for it.

Like I said, I'm feeling rather blah. That really is the best way to describe it, even though it's barely a word. As I've described before, much of the time I feel nothing, not actively depressed, but just empty.



Anyways, I'm thinking that one thing I should do is post more often, even if it's just to share videos or links. I know that's what most people do in most of their blog entries.



So here's a video of Tom Brokaw explaining Canada to his fellow Americans. You know, just last week there was a survey released that showed that 90% of Americans have a positive impression of Canadians. Of course, most of them have no knowledge of Canada, but at least they like us.



This was a mini-film that NBC did as part of their coverage of the Vancouver Olympics. The Olympics - the only time I ever watch sports. For about two weeks every two years, I actually watch sports. Of course, it's made easier by the fact that most of the shows I regularly watch take time off during the games.



Hey! Just a reminder to everyone that the annual SuicideGirls gala will be June 5, and the guest list is open, and more than half-full already, so get your name on it.
VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
mentalrage:
So I'm going to Nottingham this week to meet a bunch of people, I'm equal parts sheer blind terror and looking forward to it at the moment.biggrin Hope you're doing okay.smile
Mar 21, 2010
radiofrank:
...you're right on the ball, aren't you? biggrin

Thank you, good sir. I really appreciate it.
Apr 1, 2010

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