normajeane

So, i just realized that i complain a lot on here in my entries. it's not because i'm a bitter, depressed person -- it's merely because i write when i'm upset. isn't that what "journals" are for? so after it was brought to my attention, i just wanted to make it clear that i'm not some sad person... i'm actually a very happy person. but lately, a lot in my life has been going wrong. so i write about it. ok, so now that that's out of the way...

talk about a feeling of accomplishment... that's what i feel right now. it's wonderful. as you're all aware from my previous entries, i have been in a really crappy mood lately, due to crappy events taking place in my life. well, today was beginning of something new. i got new carpet. and while this doesn't sound like such an exciting thing, it really is. not only am i extremely happy, but i know lindz (roommate) will be as well. and after the carpet-guys left, i put ALL of the furniture back into the dining room & living room & rearranged it all myself. THAT was a project!!! but i did it. and it looks INCREDIBLE. it all worked out a little TOO well... and now that that is done, i feel like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders. the little things like that, things that i actually am able to change for the better on my own... they are great. the things that are going bad in my life right now, not all of them i can change b/c they are out of my hands. but if i just improve the things i can... well then my life will be much happier, and much less stressful. so next on my list is: cleaning the bathroom, GOING THRU all the crap in my room & getting rid of stuff i don't need, then cleaning it, and catching up on homework. i can do it... :-)

So, how about everyone else? How are you doing???