So I finished up my second week of my new job. I have only been working in the afternoons so I can finish my Menards job up. Although I might be staying on at Menards every other weekend...but I have yet to find out the details of that...which hopefully I find out soon because technically my last day is Tuesday. I'm also still currently working for my hospice care. I really don't mind the job but I think I will have to put my two weeks in because it is so sporadic and unreliable on work schedules. I think I might wait for sure to see if I'm keeping on Menards, that way I will have a second job in case anything goes south and for a little extra money a month.
I started working out on Friday. And I haven't had a pop in 3 days, which may not seem like a lot but coming from someone who drank 2-5 a day and was raised with Pepsi in my bottle it's a work in progress I'm just really trying to better myself all around. I'm unhappy with how I look so I really need to quit complaining and just get my ass in gear and I have every intention of doing so.
Now that I have my new full time job that is a complete set schdule school seems next to impossible. But I'm terrified of quitting school because I will probably never go back. SO I've decided to take a class (or maybe two depending on the difficulty level) a semester online or at night. My daycare is extending hours to night to cover night classes. But I think for the first semester I will take one class online to get it under control and do well. It will take 8 billion times longer than doing a full course load but I won't be stopping. I can completely focus on the class and strive to do well. I figure if I can keep this job until both boys are in school full time (so 3-4 years) I should have all my pre-reqs done then I can hopefully be set for nursing school...or whatever else I decide to do by that time. I have learned I can do everything I want to do but it may not always be in the time slot that I want. I'm learning to compromise with myself and weigh the options completely before jumping in.
I feel that I am on the path to completely better myself and creating a strong and steady future for me and my kids...and I'm doing it all on my own which I think I am most proud of.
I started working out on Friday. And I haven't had a pop in 3 days, which may not seem like a lot but coming from someone who drank 2-5 a day and was raised with Pepsi in my bottle it's a work in progress I'm just really trying to better myself all around. I'm unhappy with how I look so I really need to quit complaining and just get my ass in gear and I have every intention of doing so.
Now that I have my new full time job that is a complete set schdule school seems next to impossible. But I'm terrified of quitting school because I will probably never go back. SO I've decided to take a class (or maybe two depending on the difficulty level) a semester online or at night. My daycare is extending hours to night to cover night classes. But I think for the first semester I will take one class online to get it under control and do well. It will take 8 billion times longer than doing a full course load but I won't be stopping. I can completely focus on the class and strive to do well. I figure if I can keep this job until both boys are in school full time (so 3-4 years) I should have all my pre-reqs done then I can hopefully be set for nursing school...or whatever else I decide to do by that time. I have learned I can do everything I want to do but it may not always be in the time slot that I want. I'm learning to compromise with myself and weigh the options completely before jumping in.
I feel that I am on the path to completely better myself and creating a strong and steady future for me and my kids...and I'm doing it all on my own which I think I am most proud of.