Just got home after working a 15 hour shift today. I'm tired but yet I still have to unwind before I can go to bed.
Slightly irritated...guys drive me insane!
I swear as human beings we make things far more difficult than they need to be! I was hanging out with this guy, he's very attractive, hilarious (I haven't laughed so hard in such a long time), and incredibly sweet. We text all the time and hung out quite a bit this weekend. Downfall...he is moving to different town for a job and school opportunity. That's great so I never expected anything more than friends. Last night he kisses me. I liked it but still he is moving and he was drunk last night, so I kind of wrote it off. All today he didn't text me except once asking me what I'm expecting from all of this and what I want from him. WTF?! If kissing me was going to turn into this big ordeal than why did he do it?
I like him yes but I knew it couldn't possibly go anywhere and I was okay with that...I went into it knowing that and set most emotions aside. But man I felt like he jumped down my throat with questions like that and then after I responded that I just enjoy hanging out with him and have no expectations, it was almost like he was irritated that I said otherwise. Now things are awkward or at least will be...oh and did I mention I work with him and usually see him every shift I work?
For once I want the guy I like to like me back and not jump to any conclusions too early on...and without discussing any assumptions with me. I'm at the point in my life if a relationship was to come up and I was happy with the guy I would jump in whole heartedly but instead I'm here dodging guys I'm not interested in and apparently scary away the ones I am. Maybe one day it will work out how I would like it too.
Slightly irritated...guys drive me insane!
I swear as human beings we make things far more difficult than they need to be! I was hanging out with this guy, he's very attractive, hilarious (I haven't laughed so hard in such a long time), and incredibly sweet. We text all the time and hung out quite a bit this weekend. Downfall...he is moving to different town for a job and school opportunity. That's great so I never expected anything more than friends. Last night he kisses me. I liked it but still he is moving and he was drunk last night, so I kind of wrote it off. All today he didn't text me except once asking me what I'm expecting from all of this and what I want from him. WTF?! If kissing me was going to turn into this big ordeal than why did he do it?
I like him yes but I knew it couldn't possibly go anywhere and I was okay with that...I went into it knowing that and set most emotions aside. But man I felt like he jumped down my throat with questions like that and then after I responded that I just enjoy hanging out with him and have no expectations, it was almost like he was irritated that I said otherwise. Now things are awkward or at least will be...oh and did I mention I work with him and usually see him every shift I work?
For once I want the guy I like to like me back and not jump to any conclusions too early on...and without discussing any assumptions with me. I'm at the point in my life if a relationship was to come up and I was happy with the guy I would jump in whole heartedly but instead I'm here dodging guys I'm not interested in and apparently scary away the ones I am. Maybe one day it will work out how I would like it too.
doontheloon:
harhar.