I really am no good at this blogging thing. It's hard for me to just rant about myself... online, anyway. Any of my friends could tell you that I'm not even close to shy, and have zero problems speaking to people about whatever subject they want to, myself included! But for some reason I have issues placing all my thoughts out here for the whole interwebs to see... 
Anyway! Life has been pretty damn good lately! Living with two of the most awesome people I know, Toez and her Hubster, Jefe. They seriously blow my socks off all the time with their collective awesomeness!
Been working the same lame job for a few months now. The hours suck and clients are a pain, but at least they don't pay me much lol. I am grateful, of course, to have employment at all. I know there are a lot of people out there that would do unspeakable things to be in my position. On the other hand... it is VERY frustrating to work at a company that I'm over-qualified for, both mentally and professionally. But I work with a few cool folks, and have even made a friend or two, so I can't complain too much. There is even a female type person that I'm interested in, but will never make a move on... C'est La Vie!
As much as I tell people I'm not interested in dating... I kinda am... For certain people. I don't want to just date ANY lady out there. She needs to be special. Not window-licking special, but different for sure. And she NEEDS to get along with my friends! That is a huge factor! I'm not close with my family, so my friends are my family. And I have one amazing family
The last couple years I've felt like just a stepping stone. Like the women I date find out what they do, or don't like, with me and then take that education and apply it somewhere else. I'm basically a relationship training course lol. I realize there are a few ways to look at this situation and I have tried to see it as positively as I can, which has definitely helped. But it's not easy to be positive about, for me. I'm a hopeless romantic trapped in a synics body
This sums up my feelings on that subject pretty well
And on that note... I'm off to bed! Have to work overnight again tonight
Anyway! Life has been pretty damn good lately! Living with two of the most awesome people I know, Toez and her Hubster, Jefe. They seriously blow my socks off all the time with their collective awesomeness!
Been working the same lame job for a few months now. The hours suck and clients are a pain, but at least they don't pay me much lol. I am grateful, of course, to have employment at all. I know there are a lot of people out there that would do unspeakable things to be in my position. On the other hand... it is VERY frustrating to work at a company that I'm over-qualified for, both mentally and professionally. But I work with a few cool folks, and have even made a friend or two, so I can't complain too much. There is even a female type person that I'm interested in, but will never make a move on... C'est La Vie!
As much as I tell people I'm not interested in dating... I kinda am... For certain people. I don't want to just date ANY lady out there. She needs to be special. Not window-licking special, but different for sure. And she NEEDS to get along with my friends! That is a huge factor! I'm not close with my family, so my friends are my family. And I have one amazing family
The last couple years I've felt like just a stepping stone. Like the women I date find out what they do, or don't like, with me and then take that education and apply it somewhere else. I'm basically a relationship training course lol. I realize there are a few ways to look at this situation and I have tried to see it as positively as I can, which has definitely helped. But it's not easy to be positive about, for me. I'm a hopeless romantic trapped in a synics body
This sums up my feelings on that subject pretty well
And on that note... I'm off to bed! Have to work overnight again tonight
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trebble:
haha thanks! 
norcalcj:
Any time! 