i saw NIGHT of the LIVING DEAD on the big screen last night at midnight with norritt. it was pretty cool to watch it with so many other people but the print must have been really really old and that was kind of annoying. i'm used to seeing it crystal clear on my dvd. oh well...it was cool. there was a trailer for 'man...
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woo hoo!!! another day on my favorite porn site!!! i mean how cool is suicide girls? i mean it's not expensive, you can interact with the models, create a really cool profile, make friends, and have this totally awesome journal!!! how many porn sites give you all this??? just one fucking porn site SUICIDEGIRLS.COM!!! fuck yeah! i just might change the little tab from 'i...
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so today is thursday...yep. sitting here in my apartment as usual. i'm about to watch STOKED: the rise and fall of gator...i have seen it many times. i like the music and the cool 80's skate footage. i was 13 in 1987 and gator was a hero of mine as a kid. i had the vision shirts and the gator shorts. vision street wear was...
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so i saw 'lords of dogtown' yesterday with my parents. i think they liked it too! so that was pretty cool. there were only 10 people in the theater. i thought it was good although it was written through the eyes of stacy peralta...but i guess that is still better than someone who wasn't really there at all. super excited for george a. romero's land...
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monday monday...woops...it's 12:30am...so tuseday tuesay... i have been chatting with sg nicolelee for a while and had no idea she was a suicide girl...hehe. i think i met her in an aol chat room. hi nicolelee! if you are reading this. i need cash money to fix my fucking car...so if you would like to donate email me. it's been like super hot here in...
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okay, la la la la. it's saturday morning. blah blah blah...my "friend" amy from frisco told me i was a follower for joining suicide girls and told me that all the sgs were all the same after reading some profiles...hmmm. i know that sgs are very different from each other after chatting with some...some are perverts, some hate perverts! some like punk, some like heavy...
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monday sunshine so high it's hard to see through the sunday clouds still lingering how you wound up in the sea spinning above while burning inside further you go and deeper you dive don't mean to deceive but it's they who believe they fall in love with the girl they perceive not you blind them with kindness until they are reminded they're lonely and desperate...
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so today is monday? hmmmm. i think i am suposed to remember something today. oh yes. all of those poor men and women who were fooled into dying for this sorry ass country. dead for dollars. but i guess it's better, if you have a loved one who died, to believe that they died for a real reason rather than the lies. i do feel...
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NoPulp2000: :-P
DespairFaction20: hiya
NoPulp2000: sup beeeoutch
DespairFaction20: nada sittin here
DespairFaction20: gotta work today :-(
NoPulp2000: dippin sauce
NoPulp2000: mmmmmm
DespairFaction20: yup
DespairFaction20: ill be eatin pizza tonite
NoPulp2000: 3 cheese stuffed crust
DespairFaction20: thats actually not too bad
DespairFaction20: but its not 3 cheeses
NoPulp2000: um
NoPulp2000: what chew mean?
DespairFaction20: its still the same as the stuffed crust only its dyed
NoPulp2000:...
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jesus h. christ! ack! what the fuck are dreams??? my brain is really twisted and somehow mixes emotional things with the twisted themes...to have normal people and/or family and friends...some i haven't thought about in years to suddenly be in my life again and all of us acting like maniacs is just too much to handle when i wake up at 5am! i won't even...
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