monday monday...woops...it's 12:30am...so tuseday tuesay... i have been chatting with sg nicolelee for a while and had no idea she was a suicide girl...hehe. i think i met her in an aol chat room. hi nicolelee! if you are reading this. i need cash money to fix my fucking car...so if you would like to donate email me. it's been like super hot here in pittsburgh...humid too. like walk outside and get wet! woo hoo. so i have had my air conditioner on a lot and i went to go to sleep and i found a little dead snake in my room. i guess it's better than a live snake in my room. i have lived here 6 years and i have never had a snake in here before. i don't even know how a little snake would get in here. oh well...

monday sunshine so high it's hard to see through the sunday clouds still lingering how you wound up in the sea spinning above while burning inside further you go and deeper you dive don't mean to deceive but it's they who believe they fall in love with the girl they perceive not you blind them with kindness until they are reminded they're lonely and desperate and you have a secret it's something they all think they need spinning above and burning inside further you go and deeper you dive don't mean to deceive but it's they who believe they fall in love with the girl they perceive not you they see what they want in you they get what they need from you they take advantage of you they would be nothing without you