nonsense

i'm feeling better this week. i'm just digging into work, and some of my other hobbies. pixxie and i went to see onelinedrawing last nite. jonah was fantastic -- he played for over an hour, maybe even an hour and a half. i don't know for sure, lost track of time. but i've got this song of his in my head that's getting me through right now. the first verse and chorus are:

"those dreams'll lift you up
some kids wanna be rockstars
and some kids wanna be firemen

and those dreams'll mess you up
if you're in it for the bright lights and the battle scars
it'll turn you into a liar, man

i don't know if i've seen a million faces
i don't know if i've rocked them all
all i know is i've filled a lot of spaces
met a lot of people
learned to jump and learned to take a fall

and if that's not living large
i'm happy living small"