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WARNING!!
this is gonna be a long one.........

so.....i have been sober for eight days now and feeling great. but i don't think i told anyone here why i stopped drinking. it wasn't really in my plans but it just kinda happened. see, last week i was up all night writing lyrics and trying to come up with new ideas for projects. thats when i went a tad bit crazy. i don't know why really but all the ideas and shit just got to me and i cut up my arm pretty bad thinking it would help me concentrate. it sounds pretty stupid but at the time i had these things all running through my head at the same time.......
*The Suicide Crew EP
*my solo album
*the OVERSCORE album which is me and my boy Foster Childe
*HAPPY KILL DEATH MACHINE.......which i will talk about later on in the blog......
*the probably never gonna happen SG Hip Hop tribute
*making more beats
*new job
*family
*money
........so......a friend had stopped by and rushed me to the hospital where i sat around for hours in paper clothes. they wouldn't let me smoke a cigarette so i yelled at one of the doctors and they "determined" i was crazy and a threat to society. SO.....they put me in the mental ward. which was pretty entertaining. it was like living in the first grade 24 hours a day. i was there three days and when i got out i was gonna go get a forty and then thought to myself, "you haven't gone three days without drinking for four years....." so i didn't go get that forty. thats that.

ok.....next topic is The Suicide Crew!!!!!
i met this cat on here from the UK and he makes beats. he sent me some and i rhymed over them. now we just email tracks back and forth getting a finished product. the beauty of technology. oh yeah......i almost forgot. he is the mighty mighty TheNiesche. check him out. since we can't post music on here i made this crappy lil movie and put the shit on youtube. here it is......



word. thats just the introduction shit. more songs and what not to come soon. Niesche is mad sick with the beats and scratching.

THE HAPPY KILL DEATH MACHINE!!!!!!!!!
this is an idea i had about six months ago and was working on it but i ended up just drinking and passing out and then forgot about it. but i got back on the idea after reading Do Androids Dream Of Electric Sheep? so im gonna make an album with the story of the HAPPY KILL DEATH MACHINE and get a friend to make a lil comic book that goes with it. im gonna share the story with yall but if anyone steals it i will kill you. here it is......

in the future instead of the death penalty they take prisoners and embed a chip in their spine which slowly turns organic tissue and fibers to mechanical. basically they make you a robot and then program you to do the jobs that people don't want to do......trash man, janitors, etc. but of course there's a fluke with a few of the chips which turns them into what the public has started to call "Happy Kill Death Machines." one of which is me! what the malfunction does is the unit will not respond to the programers instructions and tries to live out a normal life but still has the mentality of a criminal. completely transformed they are robots who rob, steal and kill but also have faint memories of the happy parts of their lives......family members, friends, lovers, etc. so of course there are a bunch of people trying to hunt these robots down cause they're a menace to society but one of them....me....or should i say my character....evades the hunt and tries to live his life like it was before he was committing crimes and shit. BUT he can't stop cause if he does he'll get caught and killed so he has to fight back and blah blah blah blah.......
i haven't really figured out how its gonna end but thats the basic story line.

if you have read all this.....then you have more patience than i do and thanks for listening/reading my rambling.

much love yall

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