nonchalance

"You know how i feel about you, and i know that that should never stop you doing what you want or being who you want to be. Be yourself: whatever. x"


This is my last text message to the girl I love before she goes home to Japan until further notice, i'm feeling so messed up, i'm pleased that we said goodbye happily and without getting all worked up, but absoultely desolate that she's going.....