nonchalance

Just had my graduation for my MSc and to be honest i'm feeling incredibly emotional. Not so much because of the whole awarding and standing up in front of 2000 people but because it reminds me that the girl i'm in love with is leaving on Monday and that there were so many people that were on my course that I wanted to be there.

Man, I am really going to miss this girl, i don't know when i'll see her again, they say love cannot exist without jealousy and in that sense possesiveness, nowi try to be a pretty forward thinking person but totally agree with that, i just don't want her to go, even though i've always known she would, it just makes me well up with tears inside.

Argh! I'm emoting too much, i need a hot bath in silence!