nonblonde

i ended my engagement in july 2005.

we lived together until may 2006.

he still loves me and begs for me to come back.

i've told him a million times in the nicest ways possible that it's over and he says he will settle for friendship.

but now i have a new boyfriend and my ex is crushed.

i've said everything i could think of to make it clear to him that we will never be together again,

but he's hurting and i'm feeling like a horrible person.

this all induced a panic attack at work today and my boss wanted to call 911.

i talked her out of calling, but left work early to calm down.

thanks to my friend, cori, i'm cool and collected.

also thanks to her, i will be high as a kite tonight.

i love you, cori.