i really don't have much to say. i guess i'm just tired of everything. love that never lasts, friends that only care if you are there when they need you and not the other way around, jobs that make you feel like you don't matter, etc.
i just feel so replaceable in all aspects of life. i just wish i had something or someone to make me feel like it would make a difference if i was gone.
at least my dogs would miss me.
i just feel so replaceable in all aspects of life. i just wish i had something or someone to make me feel like it would make a difference if i was gone.
at least my dogs would miss me.
magic8ball:
it's very sad to hear that you feel like that. i won't offer you platitudes or tell you everything will work out and yes you are a unique human with everything to live for blah blah blah. but the alternative to all this is being dead (or moving to belgium) and either of those is likely to be boring as fuck, i should reckon. so, i hope things work out for you.
coloreddreams:
if only we lived closer, we could hang out with each other.....I really have no friends here...just people who find me convenient on their own schedule...