nomnomstephai

so, ive officially established that im pretty sure i have the flu.

Jarretts def starting to drive me nuts.

i cant sleep!!!!!!!! :'(

i want to rip my hair out

Dogs take up to much room

I think i want a job just so i can have my ownnnnnnnnnnn space and be on my own away from all the ppl here

His step dad is right fuckin creepy! i hate him now!

All Jarrett ever wants to do is sleep. it fuckin pisses me right the fuck off! like if theres something that needs to be done ..does he do it, no! all he does is bitch bitch and bitch some more about sleep..... OH look at that hes napping now...useless

Like all we ever do around here is ..NOTHING!! like yeah okay we just got 2 snowmachines for winter. brand new Viper and Apex but still.... Until the snow comes and i can ditch everyone on the machine all we do is sit around this stupid fucking house, listen to ppl bitch, none of the guys clean up after themselves and im getting tired of doing it for them!!! oh and Jarrett wants to have a kid.. you know.. considering that He doesnt work, and im still in school, smart eh. and i keep telling him if he wants to get a job.. and can he get his ass off the couch to get a job till we starts with my dad? NO!!! hahah, thats funny.. i dont even think hes going to last at the job for my dad. my dads going to end up firing him and look at me and be like..really? are you serious? him!? lol

Im so tired of this shit! i want things back to the way things were! i miss my old friends! i miss my old life! i miss everything!!!!!!

ANYWHO! i keep getting dizzy spells and my stomach keeps hurting lol. so whatever i have.. i gave to jarrett haaha sucker!!!!!!!! so we went and took a super nice bath with Mango bubble bath from the body shop ..yummmmmy and these blue things that change the water color.. looks so sweet!! lmao