Sorry I've been so absent lately! I've had so much going on in my life lately, but all good things. :) I feel like I live out of my car, between working and living, so I don't spend much time at home anymore and have unfortunately been pretty inactive with the site. It's been months since I've written a blog or done much more than browse sets and creep on beautiful women.
So, what's new in my life? Where do I start? I've basically been getting myself out of a rut and have been dealing with bettering myself emotionally. I went to art therapy for a few months, which helped me see a lot in myself and find out who I am and where I want to be, where I lost parts of myself and how to get back to normal. It was incredibly beneficial, and I'm really proud of myself because I'm stubborn as shit, and it's hard for me to realize when I should work on myself or seek help from the outside world. I've become pretty introverted as of late. I think, partly, so I can see enough of myself to work out what needs to be worked out, but also due to a lot of shit that's happened in the year, but I am happy to say that I have and am continuing to come out on top of my situation. I realize this is pretty damned vague, but it's as detailed as I feel I need to be, and we've probably all been in my same or similar situations before, so you can probably relate to my vagueness.
A few life updates: I started working a lot more on myself, as I said, and trying to do new things that I wouldn't normally do or have recently been neglecting; family and friends were definitely in that category. So i've been trying to do a bit more traveling, even if only to places not very far away. I went to Austin this summer and met @violetvixsin, and I really miss her. She showed me a magical time, introduced me to her family and made me feel more at home than I had in such a long time. I feel like we connected deeply, and I had felt so disconnected from my friends that meeting someone new and feeling so close was something I had been truly missing. I miss you, lady.
I adopted a rat a few months ago, Dewey, and he has transformed from a little guy that probably spent most of his life in a pet shop to a happy, healthy, sociable member of my family. Even gets along with my cat and dog.
I became good friends with @jmstellyand his amazing girlfriend, and I don't even know where to begin with that story! Stelly and I shot some cool horror shit, amongst other things, and he's always such a pleasure to work/hang with. Sadly, the three of us don't see enough of each other. But I fucking love you guys! (the butt pics are the aftermath of being flogged. It was way more fun than I anticipated for being flogged for film and not fun!)
I've progressed a long way with my anger issues, which has definitely helped in my relations to my friends and family. I've always had inherent anger and used to bottle it up, but I feel that I am a much happier, stress-free person and can definitely notice when my mood starts to drop, long before anger drastically takes hold.
I've started figuring out what my next steps in life should be, what I want them to be, and how to get there and am making moves in the right direction. I anticipate this next year is really going to be big and change and shape me in new and exciting ways.
Oh, and I have a set with @sobelle coming to you in a month! Keep your eyes peeled! She was fucking awesome to work with and I can't wait to see her again.
I realize that this blog is much more vague than I anticipated, but I'm trying to generalize and sum up roughly the last six to eight months, so I apologize! Now if you'll excuse me, I have some laundry and errands to attend to. Until next time...(which I promise won't be too far away)
