In highschool I had this friend, one of the nicest guys I have ever met in my life. Always kinda quiet, but uber-generous, and always a great guy to have in your life to hang around with. A couple of months ago I found out that his sister is a pornstar, apparently a pretty well known one. She's been doing it since she was 19, which is like a within a year after we graduated. This unnerved me quite a bit for a few reasons.
First of all, I would have never expected it from this girl. She always seemed really sort of innocent, and her family consists of pretty conservative christians. I'm willing to bet they are utterly clueless about the scenario, and I hope to God they stay that way.
Second of all, this isn't just your average late night Cinemax porn she's in. This is like gangbang-slapped-with-dicks-in-the-face-cumguzzling-stick-something-in-every-orifice style porn.
I went over to my some of my friends' house the other day, and we had been talking about it for a while, but they have now acquired a dvd of hers, and my morbid/perverse curiosity could not be contained. I watched. Afterwards it felt as if my soul had been irrevocably stained. These guys did some of the most degrading shit I have ever seen to this girl...
It made me just want to go out and hunt down every fucking sick bastard out there that is making a profit off of this kind of stuff. I think I can anticipate what some of you might say, that it was her choice to do these things, and that she probably was never as innocent as I had imagined her to be in my head, but these sorts of rationalizations and justifications failed in my head instantly as I made them to myself.
First of all, I would have never expected it from this girl. She always seemed really sort of innocent, and her family consists of pretty conservative christians. I'm willing to bet they are utterly clueless about the scenario, and I hope to God they stay that way.
Second of all, this isn't just your average late night Cinemax porn she's in. This is like gangbang-slapped-with-dicks-in-the-face-cumguzzling-stick-something-in-every-orifice style porn.
I went over to my some of my friends' house the other day, and we had been talking about it for a while, but they have now acquired a dvd of hers, and my morbid/perverse curiosity could not be contained. I watched. Afterwards it felt as if my soul had been irrevocably stained. These guys did some of the most degrading shit I have ever seen to this girl...
It made me just want to go out and hunt down every fucking sick bastard out there that is making a profit off of this kind of stuff. I think I can anticipate what some of you might say, that it was her choice to do these things, and that she probably was never as innocent as I had imagined her to be in my head, but these sorts of rationalizations and justifications failed in my head instantly as I made them to myself.
well, I was the same way in school actually, but I see why that would be shocking.... I doubt she is proud of that and she probably just made some bad decisions, unfortunately these are on film and there is proof. Its sad.