Right now I'm killing time until Farenheit 9/11 starts playing. My school is showing it for free, and I'm rather interested in it, even though at this point it is preaching to the choir. I already dislike Bush immensely and I don't need a movie by Michael Moore to convince me further. Right now I should be reading for the paper I have due Thursday, but I've had about four beers and I don't really feel as if such activity would be constructive. Also, I'm feeling kind of emotional at this moment. The bartender who so generously served me at such a low price this evening has been a good friend of mine since high school, and I think she was the first person that I ever unconditionally loved.
I remember all of my friends being in love with her, and I was in love with her too, but I knew it was really rough for her to have everybody want to date her, and nobody really want to settle for being her friend. So I decided at one point that it was more important for me to just love her as she was, no matter how beneficial it was to me. Ever since she has been very important to me, and there are very few people that I have known for so long that I love so much.
So the Coldplay continues to ring in my ears, and the emotions continue to swell and swirl in my heart, but for now I must depart. Get busy livin', or get busy dyin'.
I remember all of my friends being in love with her, and I was in love with her too, but I knew it was really rough for her to have everybody want to date her, and nobody really want to settle for being her friend. So I decided at one point that it was more important for me to just love her as she was, no matter how beneficial it was to me. Ever since she has been very important to me, and there are very few people that I have known for so long that I love so much.
So the Coldplay continues to ring in my ears, and the emotions continue to swell and swirl in my heart, but for now I must depart. Get busy livin', or get busy dyin'.
but I've had about four beers and I don't really feel as if such activity would be constructive.
HaHaHa that sounds like something I would say.
Yeah the "just friends/dating" line is always tricky. I think everyone has had problems with that at one point or another, some more than others though. *Le Sigh*