noiztoy

wow, it's nearly end of November and i didn't o any ne blog since september.... wow again!

i have to avoid that i've been a bit bored about SG these last months. everything is too long, everything takes too much time, and is never perfect, anyay, maybe i'll never be SG coz i don'tpass as much time in front of a screen, i work too much and these last months have been a fuckin' nightmare.

ok cool things happened, great moments habe been lived but what else? no time to think about myself, homesickness, a boyfriend with a fucking bad temper and a fucking intimacy-killing carrier (i hate skateboard), tattoo world is a nightmare and pffff... so much things.

just near the nervous freak out.

soon it will be the new year and apparently for the new year you have to take decisions for the year that comes... ok mines:

1: fuck off the relationship, being selfish for once, and stop suffering.
2: work.. stop being nice coz it doesn't drive you anywere.
3: being selfish.
4: being selfish.
5: being selfish.
6:being selfish.
7:being selfish.
8: stop suffering for cunts.
9:stop forgetting myself for making otherlifes better.
10: going to India

you may ask why i'm so angry.. thats so long to explain. i think i'mjust tired maybe. but really mentally tired.

it's 23h09 inLondon, England. my flight to france is in 10 hours. i'm so in a fucking hurry to see my famillyand stay in the country far away from this Hell.