noisemx

Alright, it has been over a week since Allison broke up with me rather coldly and quite meanly, but I am finally starting to eat again, and although I am far from ok, I am working on things. I always take things like this so hard and I always feel bad for those around me for having to deal with me, but it is not intentional and it is not for attention. I hate feeling this way and I hate what I become.

I hope I can come out of this for the better.

So far the best advice I have gotten, besides to eat something, has been "the best revenge is success". I want to use all this to make myself a better person.