moggy and i started drinking at noon yesterday
it was a looooong afternoon of being a little too fucked
but i feel good still
apart from having a bit of a "poor little me" last night, but that was all the booze talking because i wasn't feeling it for legitimate reasons it was an "i'm so ugly and no one will ever love me" thing
basically i just told myself to fuck off and then me and juhjah smoked a load
i just feel invisible sometimes. i'm never included with "the girls" and i'm not actually a guy, so, yeah....not that i want my friends to be attracted to me, but recognising that i'm a female and i like to be told i look nice occasionally wouldn't be so bad.....although in reality if i was treated that way i'd end up punching someone. so fuck my stupid insignificant contradictory bollocks thoughts.
for a big fuck off city this place sure seems to have a lot of cunts who give me funny looks.....it's so full of students that it's like being at one massive school, and i'm still the freaking weird kid
it's offensive and amusing at the same time to still encounter people who think i go out of my way to personally offend their principles of....er, conformity and fashion with my appearance and/or attitude
but whatever. i'm going to the theatre tonight
how civilised
"the playboy of the western world"
perhaps i'll post a copy of my review
ngnm
it was a looooong afternoon of being a little too fucked
but i feel good still
apart from having a bit of a "poor little me" last night, but that was all the booze talking because i wasn't feeling it for legitimate reasons it was an "i'm so ugly and no one will ever love me" thing
basically i just told myself to fuck off and then me and juhjah smoked a load
i just feel invisible sometimes. i'm never included with "the girls" and i'm not actually a guy, so, yeah....not that i want my friends to be attracted to me, but recognising that i'm a female and i like to be told i look nice occasionally wouldn't be so bad.....although in reality if i was treated that way i'd end up punching someone. so fuck my stupid insignificant contradictory bollocks thoughts.
for a big fuck off city this place sure seems to have a lot of cunts who give me funny looks.....it's so full of students that it's like being at one massive school, and i'm still the freaking weird kid
it's offensive and amusing at the same time to still encounter people who think i go out of my way to personally offend their principles of....er, conformity and fashion with my appearance and/or attitude
but whatever. i'm going to the theatre tonight
how civilised
"the playboy of the western world"
perhaps i'll post a copy of my review
ngnm
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And why is it that if you look a little different people think you do it to get attention or to piss them off? THIS IS ME...FUCKING DEAL WITH IT OR SOD OFF!
Thats what I say...not that I look too terribly out of the ordinary...or I dont think I do. Who cares about them...you are hot and I get to play with your hair!