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Thursday Mar 04, 2004

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Wow, quite a response to my last journal entry. Perhaps I should give a sermon every week? Or not...oh well, for now anyway I'll just keep writing whatever comes to mind when I'm writing it.

This morning it happens to be the people I've met on this site. I don't care what anyone else thinks of SG.com, I have a hard time thinking of it has a porn site, rather than a community. Though I suppose it's actually both.

Either way, I have met some really amazing people on here, not all of whom are on my friends list yet. Don't we all love to meet new people that in some way enrich our brief existences? It happens so rarely, but somehow I've managed to meet several of those people in a short period of time, since rejoining SG.

Hmmm...what else is there to write about?

More crap keeps hitting my ears about the presidential election. My God, I am so sick of hearing about politics. Liberal/Conservative...gah.

In my personal opinion, the Dems and Reps are just happey to have the majority of Americans bickering amongst ourselves over who's right and who's wrong, so that we remain oblivious to the bigger picture. The gist of that picture?

THEY'RE ALL CROOKS.

That sounds as if I'm insulting anyone who is involved in US politics in any way/shape/form. I'm not, but if you believe I am, please accept my apology.

I'm in a state of creative limbo currently. I remain a member of Tunghook, which seems to have hit an indefinate roadblock. There is promise of a future, but promise is only so easy to put faith in. There are other projects calling my name...people that want to work with me, bands that want me to join them, and I'm somewhere in the middle. I know what I want to do and what I want to achieve, musically, but how to get there?

...and the relatively new element to all this, the nagging doubt. The feeling...no...fear, that I'm not good enough.

Oh well, I suppose if I'm not good enough at music, I'm good enough at other things. Still, it's so little concellation when it's one's dream one is giving up on, no?

There are things bothering me right now that are clouding my vision. It is so difficult to think about that which I enjoy. There is hope that I can alleviate those problems soon, and the hope seems well-founded. I just pray that somehow, I will have a month or so before those problems are replaced with new ones. It is inevitable...cst la vie, afterall...but enough time to recouperate would be appreciated.

For those reading this, I hope at least a few of you like metal. Assuming I ever get some of my songs recorded, I want you to hear them. I know Tunghook will have a new CD recorded soon, and some of those songs will be mine. You'll at least get to hear that.

This is really just a hodgepodge of random thoughts this morning, so now's as good a time as any to end it.

My friends, I value you, one and all. I hope to speak to each you soon, and thank you for everything.

- Noc

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masaba:
oooo, a fellow type o negative fan

ARRR!!!
Mar 4, 2004
curiosity:
I have found a home at SG, although there has been quite a lot of visciousness as well. Why, you ask? Because I wanted to be everyone's friend.
Anyway, this started out as a free 6 months, and I know I'm going to continue it. It's so great to be able to have insight into people's lives and reciprocate. Also, it adds to my master plan of becoming an SG myself.

Curi.
Mar 4, 2004

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