nocturnalchilde

Love Almost Lost
Dedicated to My Soul Mate Steve


Love almost lost once before
to be lost never more.

My soul mate once again in sight
and I am filled with fright

I hurt you in the past
which was never my intent
my mistakes were vast
for this, to thee, I repent

I will never take that chance again
the chance of losing zen...
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Lost

I am lost,
once again you see,
no idea who is the real me.

I wonder where I belong,
if there is such a place,
where I can show my face.

Sometimes I feel there is no place for me,
whether I am here or there,
it's just not to be.

Just as the stars appear at night,
and are gone by day.
One...
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The Kiss Of Death

Every night I lie in bed dreaming of the moment I will meet my Prince of Darkness & receive his kiss of death. A moment I have dreamed of all my life. A moment that I willingly await for & invite all too often. My naked body waits for his embrace & my soul for his kiss. For when I receive...
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To look into your eyes
is like looking into the depths
of the greenest of oceans
on the sunniest of days
copper reflections of the sun
gleaming back to the skies

Looking past the beauty of your eyes
Into the depths of your soul
I see someone gentle and pure,
I see someone who has been
deceived and is afraid to trust
I see someone...
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In Memory of Scutterbotch
The Life of a Stray

Do not cry at my passing, as I am not upset. I am batting around snowballs just like I was before, and I am chasing after someone's toes to bite. I was cast out on the street at one point in my life, so I did not trust humans till I met you both. You got...
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Heartless & Soulless

Lying eyes and deceitful smiles
False friends and falsehoods
Everyone out for themselves
Dogs looking for their next conquest or high
They talk about you with razor sharp words
Each word another dagger in your back
Wolves in sheep's clothing
Their mouths move and the lies come out
Lying eyes and deceitful smiles
The Heartless & Soulless

Written By Magan S. Edinger

Forever Night

For how ever long the sun shines bright,
to me it will always be forever night.

Forever night in my heart you see,
that is all it will forever be.

The fire that once burned in my heart
disappeared when it was torn apart.

For I gave that fire in my heart,
to one I thought that would never part.

For I gave...
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Fear

Why do a lot of us live our lives in fear?
What is it we fear?
Why limit ourselves by this fear?

We are all human doing the best that we can at that moment.
Do we fear that we are not good enough?
Based on whose standards?
Why give them the power to hold that fear over us?

Fear that eats at our...
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Fairytale Romance


We grow up reading the fairytales of true love
And listening to all of the love songs about undying devotion
Dreaming of the day we will meet our one and only
Our true love, our soul mate
Having this perfect picture in our mind
that is near impossible to find.

I ask myself has this all been a lie
Is it to good...
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Facade

I see through your playful smile
into the depths of your heart
a heart that beats blacker then the depths of hell
a heart that beats solely for your selfish pleasures

How could I of been so blind
to think you were a caring person
when everything you do, i
s in some way,
a benefit to you

Your fiery words and hurtful actions,...
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Empty
I drink to forget the pain.
I drink to stop the questions.
I drink to fill the emptiness.

I do not understand
why you do not touch me
as if I was a disease
it makes me feel small and dirty

I do not understand why
others make me feel better
about myself then you

I am starved for attention
as if I was...
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