Hello guys; i'm feeling so much better today!
Its a good day; i slept and feel amazing other than an small headache.
I love my new top; and my mothers been helping me out with my lacking bottoms and given me some vintage shorts which i love to death; i can remember loving them as an kid and now there mine IM SO HAPPY. iT REALLY IS THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE
Don't forget about my prints 3.50 for an A5 or 6 for an A4 print plus postage - can be signed etc - utterly broke atm so please help out if you can Just message me!
Anyway; you guys have probably realised i've been an bit down lately; due to health issues and money troubles; but hey what the hell.
There is no point in being upset; because it isn't going to fix anything so i might as well stick a face mask on and chill the hell out!
I just worry to much; i worry about my friends and my illnesses upsetting them (because i realised lately being chronically ill gets into every relationship) ; because i wouldn't want to see anyone i care about go through what i do; and i think that's why i spend so much time pretending i'm not in pain or tired but in reality it hurts; i feel sometimes that i just drag everyone down; and i know its not gonna get better; but with my friends amazing support i deal with it better every day.
Check out; Love/Fear UK still loving my freebie! I have a an modelling shoot for there new collection soon! So wish me luck!!
Random shots!
As most of you have probably realised; David Clic is my regular tog!
and he's sent me some more outtakes (he wanted to cheer me up)
Finally; I want to thank Blu & Vulpeskay for being despite distance the best two friends; in the world. I've had it pretty rough lately and been a bit of an pain but they have been there no matter what; and with friends like these i can get through whatever the world throws at me!
I especially want to thank Blu for constantly being there for me to rant at; even at stupid o'clock and calming me down; where even tablets failed. i love this girl; shes so real and down to earth; shes pretty damn special although i don't think she always realises this!
Its a good day; i slept and feel amazing other than an small headache.
I love my new top; and my mothers been helping me out with my lacking bottoms and given me some vintage shorts which i love to death; i can remember loving them as an kid and now there mine IM SO HAPPY. iT REALLY IS THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE
Don't forget about my prints 3.50 for an A5 or 6 for an A4 print plus postage - can be signed etc - utterly broke atm so please help out if you can Just message me!
Anyway; you guys have probably realised i've been an bit down lately; due to health issues and money troubles; but hey what the hell.
There is no point in being upset; because it isn't going to fix anything so i might as well stick a face mask on and chill the hell out!
I just worry to much; i worry about my friends and my illnesses upsetting them (because i realised lately being chronically ill gets into every relationship) ; because i wouldn't want to see anyone i care about go through what i do; and i think that's why i spend so much time pretending i'm not in pain or tired but in reality it hurts; i feel sometimes that i just drag everyone down; and i know its not gonna get better; but with my friends amazing support i deal with it better every day.
Check out; Love/Fear UK still loving my freebie! I have a an modelling shoot for there new collection soon! So wish me luck!!
Random shots!
As most of you have probably realised; David Clic is my regular tog!
and he's sent me some more outtakes (he wanted to cheer me up)
Finally; I want to thank Blu & Vulpeskay for being despite distance the best two friends; in the world. I've had it pretty rough lately and been a bit of an pain but they have been there no matter what; and with friends like these i can get through whatever the world throws at me!
I especially want to thank Blu for constantly being there for me to rant at; even at stupid o'clock and calming me down; where even tablets failed. i love this girl; shes so real and down to earth; shes pretty damn special although i don't think she always realises this!
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Blah! Anyways, I am really excited about the venue! The woman who owns it is a big dog lover and has a husky mix and told me not only could my husky stay for the entire ceremony but the reception as well.
We were going to do steak and chicken fajitas, tequila jalapeno pasta, tuscan zuppa soup, mac and cheese and the little smoky hot dogs, but now I'm thinking we need to do more hand food.
Not sure.
xoxo