Just a catch up with you guys, been feeling better down and ill lately.
I feel like i have been hit my an truck, I feel so broken, everything aches and throbs and nobody can see and it feels like nobody cares.
and i think i figured out where my hopelessness comes from, the doctor diagnosed me with depression but i feel its just an realisation of reality.
when youre chronically ill, life loses its possibility. you never wake up and wonder what you could go do, you dont make plans. you just bear down and merely try to exist through what you have to.
anyway enough of my bitching!
I got send another edit from my shoot with David Clic!
Right im off to go cuddle a pillow love you guys!
I feel like i have been hit my an truck, I feel so broken, everything aches and throbs and nobody can see and it feels like nobody cares.
and i think i figured out where my hopelessness comes from, the doctor diagnosed me with depression but i feel its just an realisation of reality.
when youre chronically ill, life loses its possibility. you never wake up and wonder what you could go do, you dont make plans. you just bear down and merely try to exist through what you have to.
anyway enough of my bitching!
I got send another edit from my shoot with David Clic!
Right im off to go cuddle a pillow love you guys!
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jaruki:
amazing eyes
ramen:
That is a stellar photo, you're beautiful! Sorry to hear you've been feeling so down lately, hope youre feelin better after that pillow cuddle haha
but hey, remember if you feel like nobody cares, just remember you always have your SG family behind you no matter what
but hey, remember if you feel like nobody cares, just remember you always have your SG family behind you no matter what