Latin name: Noctua
Other names: Bubo, Bubone, Chouette, Fresaie, Hibou, Huen, Huerans, Huhan, Hulotte, Nicticorax, Night raven, Night-owl, Noctua, Nycticorax, Strix, Ulula
The owl is a dirty bird that prefers darkness to light.
The owl haunts ruins and flies only at night; preferring to live in darkness it hides from the light. It is a dirty, slothful bird that pollutes its own nest. It is often found near tombs and lives in caves. Some say it flies backwards. When other birds see it hiding during the day, they noisily attack it to betray its hiding place. Owls cry out when they sense that someone is about to die.
There are several kinds of owls described in the bestiaries: noctua, the night-owl, that lives in the walls of ruined houses and shuns the light.
There are lots of reasons why I've picked this name; 1 because i love owls 2 the fact that I'm mostly up at night 3 I love the darkness 4 when i am doing good people attack me and shut me down and 5 the deaths that i have encountered have made me a darker person.
Some people don't know the effects that they have on you until you're gone. That being said, always uplift and don't put-down there is always someone who will regret you being gone. Make an impact on someones life to want to keep themselves alive.
My uncle Mikey, the one and only person in my family and life who cared about me the most and understood me took his life 2 years ago and i have felt him around me ever since. Although he is gone i have felt his presence. You see, he took his life because he felt like there was no one there for him. He was that night owl that was up all night waiting for his "girl" to get home and she never came. You see, she was cheating on him. As he was working his flesh off in the oil fields, she was fucking his best friend.
He came home in the midst of it all and found her bent over on his bed getting it balls deep from his "friend" at that point he threw them both out. And when he did this his heart was broken. When you have a broken heart you feel nothing, you feel worthless. You feel dead inside, like a dirty person with a broken home. He, unlike myself, depended on his closest family to help him and it didn't work. He tried his mother, aunt, and brother no one would answer. He called me and my phone was off. He called my ex-fiance and we missed the call. Then the next morning we got the call from my g-maw that he was in the ICU @ KU med and the plug was going to be pulled. I felt the worst in my life this day because i wasnt there for my best friend, my love and the only one that understood me. That day i said goodbye to everything i knew.
That day i died and became Noctua
