Bad crazyness Right now I've come to the conclusion that:
A- I've been drugged
B- I've been poisoned
C- My mind just decided to take a sharp left turn on it's own accord.
About an hour ago I started feeling nauseaus and then my vision started acting up. I can't really see or focus on anything right now. So if there's all kinds of spelling errors here, it's because I can't see my screen well enough to read them and fix it. Well I started driving home and, it's kinda hard to explain. I could move my hands and fingers and see myself doing this, but it didn't feel like my body. Kinda like I was watching myself make someone elses hand move by using my mind. Strange eh? It's kind of hard to function like this. Now I don't think I was drugged, but I may have been poisoned. My girlfriend's sister came in the room and said the stove came on and was clicking. So I have no idea if it was spewing gas out for a while or what, but this could be carbon monoxide poisoning. So I got the stove turned off and opened the windows and shit, but I still feel sick.
But this could also be one of my migrains coming on. I know a lot of people out there say that they get "migrains" all the time, but fuck that. Most of them have no idea what a real migrain is. They just like popping pills and taking a day off of work because they have an uncomfortable headache. The reason I think it's a migrain is because about an hour before one comes on, I get this aura in my vision. My periferal gets completely fuzzy like when you unhook your cable from the tv. I can only see a small circle directly in front of me. It'll last about 30 minutes and clears up. This is the calm before the storm. In about another 20 minutes my eyes are going to start trying to sledgehammer their way out of my skull. I think they're trying to make as big a hole as possible. Then if I don't immediately get away from any and all light and find a dark cool place to go to sleep in, I get sick, throw up everywhere, loose my equalibrium, and my muscles seize up and I get a massive loss of basic motor skills. It feels the way I would expect an oncomming seizure to feel like. It's scary as fuck. Actually, right now, I can feel it starting. I better wrap this up.
On top of all this, I've got girl troubles ahead. But I'll spare you guys that shit Well....maybe....we'll see.... I'm going to try to go get medicated now and slip into sweet painless sleep, while I can still walk. Late.....
A- I've been drugged
B- I've been poisoned
C- My mind just decided to take a sharp left turn on it's own accord.
About an hour ago I started feeling nauseaus and then my vision started acting up. I can't really see or focus on anything right now. So if there's all kinds of spelling errors here, it's because I can't see my screen well enough to read them and fix it. Well I started driving home and, it's kinda hard to explain. I could move my hands and fingers and see myself doing this, but it didn't feel like my body. Kinda like I was watching myself make someone elses hand move by using my mind. Strange eh? It's kind of hard to function like this. Now I don't think I was drugged, but I may have been poisoned. My girlfriend's sister came in the room and said the stove came on and was clicking. So I have no idea if it was spewing gas out for a while or what, but this could be carbon monoxide poisoning. So I got the stove turned off and opened the windows and shit, but I still feel sick.
But this could also be one of my migrains coming on. I know a lot of people out there say that they get "migrains" all the time, but fuck that. Most of them have no idea what a real migrain is. They just like popping pills and taking a day off of work because they have an uncomfortable headache. The reason I think it's a migrain is because about an hour before one comes on, I get this aura in my vision. My periferal gets completely fuzzy like when you unhook your cable from the tv. I can only see a small circle directly in front of me. It'll last about 30 minutes and clears up. This is the calm before the storm. In about another 20 minutes my eyes are going to start trying to sledgehammer their way out of my skull. I think they're trying to make as big a hole as possible. Then if I don't immediately get away from any and all light and find a dark cool place to go to sleep in, I get sick, throw up everywhere, loose my equalibrium, and my muscles seize up and I get a massive loss of basic motor skills. It feels the way I would expect an oncomming seizure to feel like. It's scary as fuck. Actually, right now, I can feel it starting. I better wrap this up.
On top of all this, I've got girl troubles ahead. But I'll spare you guys that shit Well....maybe....we'll see.... I'm going to try to go get medicated now and slip into sweet painless sleep, while I can still walk. Late.....
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carnalascetic:
Yeah, I've been around my cousin when she's had a couple of them over the years. Definately no run-of-the-mill ordinary headache. Hope it passes quickly n' you feel better soon man.
vrulovwrath:
Hay you have Kate Beckensale in your crashes list