Alright, sorry I haven't updated my jouranal in a few days. Today was a shitty day. All day, somebody has been bitching at me, looking over my shoulder, pushing me one way or another, and just basically getting in my fucking way. Which I hate. I'm a VERY calm person, mind you. Almost to a fault. It takes a lot to piss me off. It's pretty hard to even get me to raise my voice, but today everything just irritated me. The whole fucking world's against me, I swear to God. Most of my life I've been alone. I was raised as an only child by a single parent, who was always at work, so growing up I was mostly by myself. And I am thankful for that. Now as an adult, I need that. I am completely comfortable alone and when people won't shut up and leave me by myself, I feel cornered. I imagine I can get kinda pissy at times like this. I handle everyday shit that life throws at me extremely well, but eventually that shit's gotta stop. I was so fucking glad to be able to go to Aikido tonight. Even though I'm not alone there, I can concentrate and just breathe for a bit. I don't know you guys, I'm getting panicky lately. I need to leave. Go somewhere else for a while. Just get the fuck away from life for a bit. I've traveled quite a bit for someone my age, ever since I was a kid. And I need to go somewhere far a few times a year. I used to go to New York every year since I have family out there. So that used to take care of it. But now I don't really get to go out there very often. I've got several big trips coming up next year, but they're quite a ways away and I need something now. *sigh* Sorry for complaining to you all. Just needed to vent a little I guess. I'm just going to get some food and play some halo 2 on xbox live. At least that'll probably make me feel better. Or a drink. Yeah, I think I need to go get a drink later. Okay, I'm out this bitch....
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the head boss (john "the nazi") always redoes everything ever display other have made.
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