did i promise you everything? I NEVER SAID ANYTHING.
did i say i was a good person?
I NEVER DREAMED I WOULD RUN.
i looked back to make sure, but all i found was emptiness, a big black hole full of lost affection; a screaming mess.
to dream ahead was too far, i was here in the now.
i needed time but you didn't understand how.
you wanted everything perfect, too much, too soon.
we coulda pressed the brakes and just FLOATED TO THE MOON.
we could have had the sun, the sky, and the stars.
but i'm still here on earth, waiting for my chance to fly.
yours came when you bore, it must be hard; to look up and see heaven while the clouds pass you by...
i had my heart wide open; maybe i was a child.
but yours beat too fast, too heavy, too wild.
you knew what you wanted before you had it, but you chose too soon when to grab it.
i stopped pretending i had energy. you started pretending you hated me.
i slipped, i fell; no one caught me.
you just wanted to be happy.
i left, the day of your existence was the last of ours, or so i thought.
12 billion miles and your memory i still fought.
appearing; believing there was no more ... and then that's when you walked through the door...
but that was a glimpse; a short reunion. (i always wanna see you again).
S on my back, disguised as a state. it's been a lifetime, HOW DO I MURDER FATE?