What a great couple of days its been. Oh, and bye great i mean miserable. I got bottom shelf on my celeb face, but give me a break, I've never done cross hatch, shape form or scratch board before! On the brighter side of things, for the photo projects, 2 of mine made the top 39 best. (thats good considering 41 of us each turned ln 6 photos each) some people didnt even make it past the first 71 pics cut.
You see, i'm going to dedicate all of myself to Art. I'm going to think about nothing but Art. I'm only going to think about art. No matter the how increasing the hollowness is inside, i will fill it with Art, i will live breathe and dream about art.
I wont day dream in class, i wont pause to look out my window, i wont stop to notice a picture. I will only focus on art, and art will focus on me.
I will be art, one with art, it will consume me in all that i do, and in all that i am.
Everything else is just a shadow in my wake, everything else must be unnoticed if i am to fill that void and forget that tinge, that fucking sickening thing that lays in the bottom of my stomach and weights my heart down. I may never feel right. Put everything into art, everything into art leah...
You see, i'm going to dedicate all of myself to Art. I'm going to think about nothing but Art. I'm only going to think about art. No matter the how increasing the hollowness is inside, i will fill it with Art, i will live breathe and dream about art.
I wont day dream in class, i wont pause to look out my window, i wont stop to notice a picture. I will only focus on art, and art will focus on me.
I will be art, one with art, it will consume me in all that i do, and in all that i am.
Everything else is just a shadow in my wake, everything else must be unnoticed if i am to fill that void and forget that tinge, that fucking sickening thing that lays in the bottom of my stomach and weights my heart down. I may never feel right. Put everything into art, everything into art leah...