i'm at the coast. i've been here, for, i think, 6 days. i'm not sure. i've lost track of time. i'll be here for 4-5 more days.
i walked &walked on the beach yesterday. found lots of pretty &interesting little rocks &shells. i'm an addictive beachcomber. i can't help myself.
yesterday i told a composer that his violin solo was 'inaccessible.' he pretended not to...
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i walked &walked on the beach yesterday. found lots of pretty &interesting little rocks &shells. i'm an addictive beachcomber. i can't help myself.
yesterday i told a composer that his violin solo was 'inaccessible.' he pretended not to...
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rumrunner:
pEeK a BoO 
rybo:
punch him back. in his arms.
school is out.
i dyed my hair. i don't like it.
i want to take fighter pilot drugs.
i dyed my hair. i don't like it.
i want to take fighter pilot drugs.
fallen1:
amphetimines! All the cool F.P's are doin it!!!
my dad called me from france yesterday. why? to tell me that he is getting married. in france. i'm going to have a stepmother.
i've never had a stepparent before.
&inow i'll have one who has been with my dad for a shorter amount of time than i have been with my boyfriend.
i've never had a stepparent before.
&inow i'll have one who has been with my dad for a shorter amount of time than i have been with my boyfriend.
december:
ooooooo. that sounds soooo awkward! wow. i hope it all turns out ok! good luck...
my uncle died this morning. about 5am.
once my grandparents started dying, they all kind of went together. i wonder how it'll work now that the first of this generation has kicked off.
i've an aunt with multiple myeloma &a generally unhealthy uncle (no exercise, bad food, smoked for years, drank too much...). other than that, though, i can't really imagine why any of them...
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once my grandparents started dying, they all kind of went together. i wonder how it'll work now that the first of this generation has kicked off.
i've an aunt with multiple myeloma &a generally unhealthy uncle (no exercise, bad food, smoked for years, drank too much...). other than that, though, i can't really imagine why any of them...
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adam12:
sorry about your loss... just wanted to say hello and its nice to see another fan of the classical masters....
nixy_:
thanks. but i'm not sad, &it's not much of a loss.
at least he apologized the one time i saw him in the last 12-15 years.
-who's your favorite composer?
[Edited on Jun 02, 2003]
at least he apologized the one time i saw him in the last 12-15 years.
-who's your favorite composer?
[Edited on Jun 02, 2003]
a couple of weeks ago, somebody jumped off the sky bridge at my school &died. the rumor going around is that one of his teachers refused to let him turn in a late paper &that set him off. i'm sorry he died. but i think that he is the reason my professors said 'what? you missed 2 weeks of school &want to turn your stuff...
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ayin:
Don't feel horrible when you have good luck on account of some else's bad luck? When I was in high school, they would never let students get coffee from the teacher's lounge. I was an office aid, and one day this little girl came in having ansthema attack. I was the only one in their, so I stayed with her and helped. When the secratary arrived, she told me that caffine helps people with asthma (a fact which I have never been able to determine the validity of), and that I could go get coffee for her, only when I got there the assistant prinicapal started bitching at me. I told her off, and said that their was emergency and that she was making it worse, etc. The girl ended up having to go to the hospital, but from that point foward, I seemed to be able to get coffee from the teacher's lounge whenever I wanted, no questions asked. Oh well, to bad for her, I guess...
ginger:
we go to the same school because i saw what you heard about.
i am still alive.
yay!
missed more school. i think i'm probably fucked. well, not really. i'm usually good at getting exceptions made for me.
we'll see.
yay!
missed more school. i think i'm probably fucked. well, not really. i'm usually good at getting exceptions made for me.
we'll see.
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thee_blacklisted:
yay back atcha and good luck...
planty:
continue to student, write, procrastinate, and masterbate...
i am SO amazingly blessed! i went to school today, pondering which of 3 or 4 (all real things) i should share with my professors to try &weasel out of any repercussions for last week. i was Especially worried about my literary criticism class, which is taught by Cruella deVille. so i get to lit crit, &guess what? there was NO CLASS LAST WEEK! either...
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thee_blacklisted:
yeah i dig about not wanting to share that -- all i was saying is, you're doing so much being clean/ sober for 4-plus mos., that's all...
congrats on the exceptional luck, or god, or hello kitty or whatever the fuck you want to call it -- that's rad!!!
congrats on the exceptional luck, or god, or hello kitty or whatever the fuck you want to call it -- that's rad!!!
dharma_bum:
Wow...blessed isn't the half of it. Cool. How do you like Eng? What yr? School? I took Eng @ Univ of King's Coll out in Halifax. Loved it. Want to go back and do a Masters. Good luck in school. Cheers
i am weak.
i didn't really go to school very much last week. now i have a whole crapload of homework i have to do by tomorrow. that &beg my professors to forgive me. 'no late work except in case of documented catastrophe,' my mind is an undocumented catastrophe. perhaps that will be enough to get me excused.
i didn't really go to school very much last week. now i have a whole crapload of homework i have to do by tomorrow. that &beg my professors to forgive me. 'no late work except in case of documented catastrophe,' my mind is an undocumented catastrophe. perhaps that will be enough to get me excused.
dharma_bum:
Worth a shot. I too am a procrastinator...was constantly in trouble with my profs. Good luck. What courses are you taking?
thee_blacklisted:
i majored in procrastination but never got my degree -- um that was funny in my head but on the screen it looks dumb.
oh well.
if you're honest that's the best thing, yo -- tell 'em about getting clean/ sober too, maybe!?!?!?
best to you, yo...
oh well.
if you're honest that's the best thing, yo -- tell 'em about getting clean/ sober too, maybe!?!?!?
best to you, yo...
wow. thanks everyone who responded--both here &in my email. sorry i'm not emailing you back, i'm just not really that into it right now.
i was browsing the suicide girls &ran across someone i know (from one of my meetings, actually). it's crazy. her pictures are really hot, &i guess she is too, but she looks Totally different in real life. fascinating. i bet there...
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i was browsing the suicide girls &ran across someone i know (from one of my meetings, actually). it's crazy. her pictures are really hot, &i guess she is too, but she looks Totally different in real life. fascinating. i bet there...
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_v_:
i've only met one member
so sad
so sad indeed
so sad
so sad indeed
dharma_bum:
Hey, know the feeling 'bout not emailing...have a whole address book I've neglected. I'm jealous. Would love a lap dance from a SG girl, drunk or sober. Hey, are you going to post a set yourself? Think you should.
hello anonymous internet world who never reads my page that i never update. (except for you. hi blacklisted. 
guess what? i'm a speedball addict. i have about four &a half months clean. i was so close to using today, &then i didn't.
how cool is that? i prayed &it didn't help. i talked to someone in the program &it didn't help. i talked to my...
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guess what? i'm a speedball addict. i have about four &a half months clean. i was so close to using today, &then i didn't.
how cool is that? i prayed &it didn't help. i talked to someone in the program &it didn't help. i talked to my...
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planty:
I've now added you as a friend, thus you have another who will read your page. Pictures at eleven...
dharma_bum:
That's quite the journal entry. I'm glad you were able to stave off the craving and clean. 41/2 months...good on you. Cheers.
i have a suicidegirls shirt. mostly because i'm a whore for baseball shirts. sometimes i wear it &people always ask me if i'm a suicidegirl. i always say NO!
sometimes people just smile slyly &tell me they like my shirt. sometimes if they're coffee girls they give me my coffee for free &blush.
i'm thinking about not wearing the shirt. it's hard enough being me...
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sometimes people just smile slyly &tell me they like my shirt. sometimes if they're coffee girls they give me my coffee for free &blush.
i'm thinking about not wearing the shirt. it's hard enough being me...
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thee_blacklisted:
so -- what's the problem with people thinking there are nekkid pictures of you on the web??? or getting free coffee from blushing girls?
i'm confused.
i'm confused.
willamette week had a story about suicidegirls.com.
they said that courtney love was a suicide girl.
is this true? is she still? what's her sg name!!!
i need to know.
they said that courtney love was a suicide girl.
is this true? is she still? what's her sg name!!!
i need to know.
thee_blacklisted:
you drop me? i am crushed i tell you crushed!
i don't know anything about courtney love by the way -- but i hope you are swell!
i don't know anything about courtney love by the way -- but i hope you are swell!