I don't see what is so wrong with wanting to be done with school, to be starting my career, to be married, to have kids (in 7 years or so...), to have a micro chihuahua, 2 cats and a house or condo.
I understand that most of these things I cannot have due to the fact that I am in school. But the beginnings of things can start, so isn't a little better than none?
As I had things laid out for myself as a little girl aren't going exactly as planned, but I still want the same things, just a little modified.
Just because I'm 23 doesn't mean I can't have those things. I feel like I've had my shit together since I was 11 except when it comes to men. Maybe I should drop the gender completely. Buy myself a pretty ring and find some intelligent, good looking man to be a sperm donor. As well as those other things that I could accomplish on my own.
These past 2 weeks have been hell and the next 2-3 don't look any better.
I want to go here and be a baboon foster mommy.
I understand that most of these things I cannot have due to the fact that I am in school. But the beginnings of things can start, so isn't a little better than none?
As I had things laid out for myself as a little girl aren't going exactly as planned, but I still want the same things, just a little modified.
Just because I'm 23 doesn't mean I can't have those things. I feel like I've had my shit together since I was 11 except when it comes to men. Maybe I should drop the gender completely. Buy myself a pretty ring and find some intelligent, good looking man to be a sperm donor. As well as those other things that I could accomplish on my own.
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These past 2 weeks have been hell and the next 2-3 don't look any better.
I want to go here and be a baboon foster mommy.