nix_hex

I have a new diagnosis. It fits but now I need to learn how to manage something I am only beginning to understand. I have to start the medication lottery all over. I've known just over a month and am still struggling to accept it. It is probably just wishful thinking.

I have had too much to drink today but what are you gonna do? I started drinking at around noon and have found myself drinking everything in the apartment. The fact that I take anti-depressants should dissuade me from drinking. I drink the pain away. Maybe one day I won't have to.

Is it weird if I think it would be hot for a girl...
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I have finally set my next appointment to finish the line work on my sleeve. Thursday! I am so excited to have aa job again and getting closer to finishing my right arm.

I will post pics on Friday.

Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day to all of the lovely mothers out there!

My ex-wife is on a vacation with her boyfriend of the month and didn't want anything to do with our daughter today. The ex asked for a call, but I think I am finally going to make her live with her decisions, rather than always giving in and being the nice guy....
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With my depression worsening, I am not sure I can handle a job. I need one to stay busy and help with the depression, but will my depression also keep me from getting one? I know my meds aren't right. I just hate changing them. It is always such a long and painful process. The depression, I know. I never know what side effects I...
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After my first job interview in 7 years, how did I do?

I fucking nailed it.