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adieu mes amis, filles de suicide.communaut

i may be lost for a while. blessed angel be my guide. mon ange gabriel. mon ange seraphim. may the lutins, monaciellos, ogres, orculli, pamarindos and nereides let me be. maybe i will catch a glimpse of a painajainen - this faery looks like a small white horse, they ride through the alps at night. no child has ever...
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i am now a warrior, i leave this place in 5 days.
travelling north to dance and live with my troupe for a spell.

SF international >>> Paris via Amsterdam - a train south to my place of birth. i hope to return for burning man. but there will be much to do after i place the coins on the eyes of great-grandmother sofia.

i...
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the gong chimes 5:30 a.m. we all sit in silent meditation. we pray together.

then we practice alone.

the gong chimes 9:30 a.m strenous asana practice after we garden. how did i possibly get in that position? we sing mantras.

together communicating on a different level.
then we practice alone.

the gong chimes 1 p.m - chopping, together. a meal of live food. not dead....
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May 23, 2003
at aproximately 4:47 a.m.

a baby foal was born to mama GabrielaGoldenGirl a.k.a. Gigi.
the baby, she has no name. any suggestions? what would you name a BeautifulBashfulBabyBrownBrighteyesBuckskin?

never until today have i felt closer to the Divine Mother.

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so i talked it over with SassySparkleHorse's owner...
it is ok if i go to L.A. today.
hurray!

i will go see...
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there was a time.
there was a time when i was trained to jump through the loop of fire.
jump classically! she said.
jump with all your might. jump higher!
how high mother?
higher!!!

i am the one making believe this is real. believe this is real. i am the one creating this reality. just as you are creating yours. so it must be true....
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take old woman springs road through pipe's canyon to rancho de los sueos.

there was a time when i would sleep to dream here.
now, i sleep to survive here.

please kiss my eyelids closed.

ashtanga primary series.
clean 7 corrals.
exercise MamaMagnifique on the lead rope.
put saddle on SassySparkleHorse.
put one foot in stirrup
swing the otherleg over...
HOLD ON FOR DEAR LIFE!!!
dust myself off.
tend to my wounds.
walk home,
take a break.
goat cheese and apricots.
cold shower.
and e-mails.
new b&w pictures of me on
SG.
shovel manure for compost.
water the horses,
brush...
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this just in from SG Mexico:

How could it be that in the land of the free and the home of the brave Americans are afraid of opinions? Where are the Tom Paines, the Mark Twains, the Menckens, the Ida Tarbells?

i want your opinion!
what is democracy?

so, tomorrow i go to lost angeles for an art show i'm in.
y entonces...

i go to encinitas where i will practice my ashtanga with little lovely yogi ranjani. it is time.
y entonces...

i will travel to mexico to visit with my amigos josef and juana and their mother - mi ta. she calls me cuerva francs. she says, "dnde est ese pequea...
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As the rift between Europe and America deepens, there are signs that the world could be entering a new era of economic boycotts. CNN reported that Americans are emptying French wine into gutters, chanting, "We don't want your stinking wine."

We've heard about the re-baptism of French fries. Freedom fries they're called now. There's news trickling in about Americans boycotting German goods. The thing is...
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o allez-vous? est-ce que je peux aller avec vous?

my ancestors dreams long-lost give me hope.

today is windy; a perfect day for practicing new languages. today it will be Spanish, i have much to learn. so when i return to Mexico at the end of the month i can be proud. the people in the marketplace will notice and so will mi ta.

adnde...
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