if you're a regular reader, you may have noticed that my tone has changed. that is intentional. I still get angry and frustrated and sad-- on a daily basis-- but I'm really making an effort to not let that stuff bog me down. I really got tired... Read More
meanwhile.... I WANT 7 GRAIN BREAD!!! --- I eat a five grain sandwich 3 times a week(ish).... and i love it.... but i don't think i've ever had 7 ---- I wonder which 2 grains I'm missing out on
I really like your uber-honest entry in my blog... re: the naivety of us and our propensity to get emotionally-beaten and the walls that we unfortunately put up because of it.... I understand completely my dear! --- I'm in that boat with you.
P.S --- I find you knees very interesting... but i'm a lil funny like that...
but to be honest --- if i was seriously on the flirt --- I wouldn't be wooing you with talk of knees now would I? (or maybe i have a knee kink.... hmmmmmmm )
heh...
my 5 grain bread has pumpkin seeds in it... is that what they call triticale??? ---- oh no wait... I'll google it!
shit --- it's a man-made hybrid of Wheat and Rye.... isn't that cheating then? --- those ingredients are already in there!!! --- they're just bumping up their grain-count artificially!!! --- nasty bakers!
today's happinesses:
♦ snacking on cherry tomatoes
♦ spending a relaxing, comfortable afternoon catching up on pen pal letters
♦ my puppy crawling up on the loveseat with me and being all cuddley
♦ staying in my pajamas all day long
♦ fabulous spinach salad for dinner
♦ napping on the porch
♦ the weather
♦ clean sheets
♦ having one shot of laphroaig because it's fun.
♦ having one cigarette because it feels good (and one being enough).
♦ being tired and knowing that sleep will be restful.
♦ laughing out loud at clever and slash or silly things.
♦ feeling fucking sexy in high heels.
♦ being able to masturbate entirely in my mind.
♦ knowing that I... Read More
I am tired of being the whipping girl. I do not mind giving or accommodating, but I would really appreciate a little reciprocity. I don't want to have to put my foot down and make a fuss to get my way. I just want people to be a little bit nicer.
Am I really that bad, that no one is willing to look out for... Read More
my job also sucks, and the people I work with suck pretty bad to.
I think the problem is that I don't think I can ever like myself.
I wish I could do something to help you. I know how it feels, but for me it has been 2 years this week since I had sex, 2years next week since I have kissed some one, had a girlfriend, or even been on a date. I feel so alone.
Your photos are gorgeous! Is THAT your 'hood? Can I live with you? I miss being near water. Well, I'm real close to the Ohio river, but that's more like raw sewage. Mmmm... Sewage.
I got your letter today... it totally gave me the warm fuzzies. Your furkid is sooooo beautiful.. choco lab? I'm so going to sneak up behind you and steal your camera. Ok. Maybe not. Hey! Take a picture of these! *flashes boobies* teehee
And good job on the not smoking. Are you on the Chantix still?
Wanna hear something so dorky you can't HELP but giggle?
I thought I had my cell phone issues resolved, but apparently I don't know when text messages I send don't go through and I haven't been getting at least some messages. I thought I was just being paranoid, thinking my phone was broken because I wasn't getting calls and messages, but no. Over the past six weeks, I've gotten... Read More
meanwhile.... I WANT 7 GRAIN BREAD!!! --- I eat a five grain sandwich 3 times a week(ish).... and i love it.... but i don't think i've ever had 7 ---- I wonder which 2 grains I'm missing out on
I really like your uber-honest entry in my blog... re: the naivety of us and our propensity to get emotionally-beaten and the walls that we unfortunately put up because of it.... I understand completely my dear! --- I'm in that boat with you.
P.S --- I find you knees very interesting... but i'm a lil funny like that...
but to be honest --- if i was seriously on the flirt --- I wouldn't be wooing you with talk of knees now would I?
heh...
my 5 grain bread has pumpkin seeds in it... is that what they call triticale??? ---- oh no wait... I'll google it!
shit --- it's a man-made hybrid of Wheat and Rye.... isn't that cheating then? --- those ingredients are already in there!!! --- they're just bumping up their grain-count artificially!!! --- nasty bakers!