my birthday is tomorrow! yea!
and oh my goodness this month end has been crazy. I guess it's worth it, though, because I KICKED ROYAL ASS at work. last week I kind of had a vacation from rehab and this week seemed overloaded now that I had it again. ha ha
AND I have this bizarre complicated fight going on with my parents that has something to do with how they don't acknowledge my disability, my efforts to improve my situation, the frustration that this insane 180 of my life has caused me.... and somehow this all ties into John being a recovering alcoholic and they refuse to really even get to know him.
I guess my track record is pretty horrible. in my last serious relationship, my boyfriend told me he was moving in after three months, proposed after five (I didn't say yes or no), and then after about a year he decided to get some credit with my information. oh, and this was during the period that I was actually diagnosed with the seizure disorder, strokes, hole in my heart, had heart surgery, got kicked out of law school, was unemployed for four months, had to move home with my parents.... good times...
anyway, so I'm not home much, which means no internet.
short story long.
did I mention that I'm getting a new IUD january 15th? yep. my boyfriend already has no libido. let's see if we can kill it any further by using condoms!
okay okay okay birthday wishes!
and oh my goodness this month end has been crazy. I guess it's worth it, though, because I KICKED ROYAL ASS at work. last week I kind of had a vacation from rehab and this week seemed overloaded now that I had it again. ha ha
AND I have this bizarre complicated fight going on with my parents that has something to do with how they don't acknowledge my disability, my efforts to improve my situation, the frustration that this insane 180 of my life has caused me.... and somehow this all ties into John being a recovering alcoholic and they refuse to really even get to know him.
I guess my track record is pretty horrible. in my last serious relationship, my boyfriend told me he was moving in after three months, proposed after five (I didn't say yes or no), and then after about a year he decided to get some credit with my information. oh, and this was during the period that I was actually diagnosed with the seizure disorder, strokes, hole in my heart, had heart surgery, got kicked out of law school, was unemployed for four months, had to move home with my parents.... good times...
anyway, so I'm not home much, which means no internet.
short story long.
did I mention that I'm getting a new IUD january 15th? yep. my boyfriend already has no libido. let's see if we can kill it any further by using condoms!
okay okay okay birthday wishes!
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you are the sweetest lady and show so much character just through these blogs! i applaud your every achievement and send you extra strength for each struggle. i hope you can look back at this past year and be proud of how you've fought, i am.
best wishes today and always xox