1. I am in my own bed. I should be sleeping. I haven't stopped, really, since Wednesday. what am I doing posting at this hour?
2. the hopefuls group is whack. and not the regular kind of whack, either. wiggity whack.
3. I've had sex TWICE in the past three days. yes, I'm boasting. or just self-satisfied.
3.5. I wasn't having sex with myself, even.
4. I would marry Dar Williams if she would sing to me. oh, and we would have to be in Canada or the UK for it to be legal.
5. I feel like a child using words like "marry." for some reason, that word hasn't completely transferred to my adult vocabulary. but I used that word in a very real and adult way that I am very okay with recently. I guess it's okay to use a word that doesn't seem real when putting it up on a shelf, right?
6. that was too long for a bullet point.
7. IOWA LOST TO INDIANA GODDAMMIT!
8. oh. yes. holes that were supposed to happen thursday and the appointment was pushed back to today? well, I'm still working on the antibiotic which is successfully killing all of the beneficial bacteria in my vagina and creating a raging yeast infection. I am eating a metric shit ton of yogurt, but 1500mg of amoxicillin is a lot to battle. the good news is that the bronchitis is gone!
9. DrSprite's roommate to be doesn't know why my upcoming piercing might be naughty. but the image he put in my head makes me giggle every time I think about it. especially because he actually spread his legs and made the motions of playing a triangle.
10. Man of the Year was a pretty decent movie. a lot more serious than I expected.
11. and to leave you with good thoughts: YourBlackenedSky gave me a present and HE REALLY SHOULDN'T HAVE but it is super duper sweet and wonderful and it made me smile a lot.
12. (I have a lot of knitting to do!)
After All by Dar Williams
Go ahead, push you luck, find out how much love the world can hold, once upon a
Time I had control, and reigned my soul in tight. well the whole truth, it's
Like the story of a wave unfurled, but I held the evil of the world, so i
Stopped the tide, froze it up from inside, and it felt like a winter machine
That you go through and then, you catch your breath and winter starts again,
And everyone else is spring bound. and when I chose to live, there was no joy,
It's just a line I crossed, it wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so i
Was not lost or found. and if I was to sleep, I knew my family had more truth
To tell. and so I traveled down a whispering well, to know myself through
Them. growing up, my mom had a room full of books, and hid away in there, her
Father raging down a spiral stair, till he found someone, most days his son,
And sometimes I think my father, too, was a refugee, I know they tried to keep
Their pain form me, they could not see what it was for. but now I'm sleeping
Fine, sometimes the truth is like a second chance, I am the daughter of a great romance,
And they are the children of the war. well the sun rose with so many colors,
It nearly broke my heart, it worked me over like a work of art, and I was a
Part off all that. so go ahead, push your luck, say what it is you gotta say
To me, we will push on into that mystery, and it'll push right back, and there
Are worse things than that, cause for every price, and every penance that i
Could think of, it's better to have fallen in love, than never to have fallen
At all, cause when you live in a world, well it gets into who you thought you'd
Be, and now I laugh at how the world changed me, I think life chose me after
All.
2. the hopefuls group is whack. and not the regular kind of whack, either. wiggity whack.
3. I've had sex TWICE in the past three days. yes, I'm boasting. or just self-satisfied.
3.5. I wasn't having sex with myself, even.
4. I would marry Dar Williams if she would sing to me. oh, and we would have to be in Canada or the UK for it to be legal.
5. I feel like a child using words like "marry." for some reason, that word hasn't completely transferred to my adult vocabulary. but I used that word in a very real and adult way that I am very okay with recently. I guess it's okay to use a word that doesn't seem real when putting it up on a shelf, right?
6. that was too long for a bullet point.
7. IOWA LOST TO INDIANA GODDAMMIT!
8. oh. yes. holes that were supposed to happen thursday and the appointment was pushed back to today? well, I'm still working on the antibiotic which is successfully killing all of the beneficial bacteria in my vagina and creating a raging yeast infection. I am eating a metric shit ton of yogurt, but 1500mg of amoxicillin is a lot to battle. the good news is that the bronchitis is gone!
9. DrSprite's roommate to be doesn't know why my upcoming piercing might be naughty. but the image he put in my head makes me giggle every time I think about it. especially because he actually spread his legs and made the motions of playing a triangle.
10. Man of the Year was a pretty decent movie. a lot more serious than I expected.
11. and to leave you with good thoughts: YourBlackenedSky gave me a present and HE REALLY SHOULDN'T HAVE but it is super duper sweet and wonderful and it made me smile a lot.
12. (I have a lot of knitting to do!)
After All by Dar Williams
Go ahead, push you luck, find out how much love the world can hold, once upon a
Time I had control, and reigned my soul in tight. well the whole truth, it's
Like the story of a wave unfurled, but I held the evil of the world, so i
Stopped the tide, froze it up from inside, and it felt like a winter machine
That you go through and then, you catch your breath and winter starts again,
And everyone else is spring bound. and when I chose to live, there was no joy,
It's just a line I crossed, it wasn't worth the pain my death would cost, so i
Was not lost or found. and if I was to sleep, I knew my family had more truth
To tell. and so I traveled down a whispering well, to know myself through
Them. growing up, my mom had a room full of books, and hid away in there, her
Father raging down a spiral stair, till he found someone, most days his son,
And sometimes I think my father, too, was a refugee, I know they tried to keep
Their pain form me, they could not see what it was for. but now I'm sleeping
Fine, sometimes the truth is like a second chance, I am the daughter of a great romance,
And they are the children of the war. well the sun rose with so many colors,
It nearly broke my heart, it worked me over like a work of art, and I was a
Part off all that. so go ahead, push your luck, say what it is you gotta say
To me, we will push on into that mystery, and it'll push right back, and there
Are worse things than that, cause for every price, and every penance that i
Could think of, it's better to have fallen in love, than never to have fallen
At all, cause when you live in a world, well it gets into who you thought you'd
Be, and now I laugh at how the world changed me, I think life chose me after
All.
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marry merry cherry cheery ...all foreign concepts . except for cherry. cherries are delicious.
maybe 'marriage'. but marriage = contractual agreement = until death = death. ahh!