nirbhao

bwa ha ha ha

okay. I'm exhausted.

I guess, back in the day, when I bought someone a gift account, she never redeemed it, and so I sent in a help request because she lost the code, but I am so going to give Palmer her own account. it's going to happen.

yeah, but otherwise, I got up today and I felt like being pretty (heh) and so I started digging through some of my fancy undies, and I found these fantastic bright orange tights! I so had to wear them. I got all dressed up and put on a ridiculous amount of makeup and I tried to take a few pictures but my digital camera wouldn't cooperate and I have no film and the phone cam just sucks for stuff like that. meh. it was fun, though.

oh, and then I did something so incredibly mean but god it felt so good.

(deep breath)

one of the things the (ex?)boyfriend and I are fighting about is that he still hasn't apologized to my mom.apologies are owed all around for the knock down drag out, two months ago, before my family knew he was an alcoholic and my brother treated him like one of his college drinking buddies and pushed booze on him accordingly, which, of course, ended very badly. my brother said something snide, the beau got righteous, and my mom called a cab. the beau was asked to wait outside while my family said mean things about him just inside the screen door. I was physically prevented from giong anywhere but upstairs. enough mean things were said that the beau stood up and started cussing us out, and he looked at my mom and told her to suck his cock.

I felt like that was just a terrible situation, not really representative of anyone's real personality, and my family was horribly offended that I continued to date this monster, but I don't think they had (or have) any idea how atrocious their behavior was, either. honestly, as far as I care, everyone was in the wrong that night-- myself included. anyway. I was pretty assertive that I wanted him to apologize to my mom, because that's not a nice thing to say. on top of that, my parents are kind of being asshats and refuse to even get to know the guy until he apologizes, and so it's been a real strain.

and I don't think he had any idea how or why that was important to me until today, when I asked him how long he would wait for me to apologize after telling his mom to suck my cock (his mom is such a sweetheart-- I could never NEVER say something like that to her) and I suggested we experiment. I got out my phone and dialed.

he flipped out when I started talking. holy shit that felt good.

I actually called my mom, and it was only because I had missed a call from her. kind of convenient, actually.

so, ah, venture brothers are clones, eh?

(sigh)