my new used car is currently parked at my place of employment waiting to be towed to my mechanic in the morning. I didn't realize what a problem it would be to wait until today to call my mechanic when my "brake fluid low" light came on over the weekend, but it wouldn't have been safe to drive it there.
so I am unreasonably frustrated over that.
I hate being immobilized. I need freedom. I need to be able to go where I want to when I want to.
I need to go get grout in the morning for my mosaic.
I need to go to the bitter end on my lunch, because it's a brief moment of sanity in my workday.
I need a new car. I need a new job. I need new health. I keep running around in this circle of words, thoughts, and it's getting me nowhere.
I have my neuro- psycho- voodoo- evaluation on the 11th. I have an endoscopy on the 17th. I guess I'll be getting vocational testing, too. maybe they can autopsy me while they're at it.
why is it that the closer we are to actualization, the harder it is to wait?
ars artis:
And I know how you feel about being immobilised... =( my car packed in aaaages ago, and quite honestly, even if it was still working, there's no way in hell i could ver afford to keep it on the road with the state my finances are in =/ i've had no luck finding a job so far, so i don't think i'll be holding my breath concerning a new car at this present moment in time...heh.
good luck with your evaluation/endoscopy thing hun...these things are never much fun, but i guess all we can do is hope and pray that it'll count in the long run towards making you better...*hugs*