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even though i ended up looking like a bloody pulp and he didn't have a single scratch on him (except where i brutally bruised his knuckles with my face...lol) i like to think that i won the "fight". i mean, at the end of the day, if i hadn't gotten beaten up, the girl he was pushing around probably would have instead (if his criminal record is anything to go by...), and so considering she got away without getting hurt, i'd say that it was pretty much mission accomplished. making him look stupid and pathetic in front of a shopping centre full of people (including some of his mates) was an added bonus too...lol.
the fact is, i know that i'm not built for fighting. i'm tall and lanky with all the balance and composure of a drunken llama...i have to go into a fighting situation fully-prepared to die before i'll even consider fighting back. i've never started a fight in my life, but i've been beaten up enough times to know my limitations. the only time i've ever fought back is when a group of 4 guys started shoving both me and my fiancee around on a train for no reason, other than because they were fucking off their heads on something. they didn't give a shit about the fact that they outnumbered us two to one or more worryingly, that one of the people they were beating up for no reason was a girl, and so in that kind of situation, i can't just sit back and do nothing, y'know? i've had enough experience of getting beatings to know how to roll on a punch and limit the damage inflicted upon me, but if my fiancee is in danger, there's no fucking way i'm gonna let anything happen to her. i ended up in hospital after that one too (unsuprisingly), but liss got away without any (physical) harm, so again, i consider that a victory in the circumstances. I mean seriously...would anybody consider 4 guys managing to beat up one guy and a defenceless girl as a victory? i know i wouldn't...
i'm fully aware that taking a beating isn't exactly heroic or manly, but for every time i've had the crap kicked out of me, i know that things would have been far worse had i attempted to fight back and leave myself exposed. like i said...i know my limitations. i face those kinds of situations with a view to damage limitation as opposed to damage infliction and i tend to find that it works better for me. guess i'm just built to be a wuss...heh.